rottentothecore
New member
Hi,guys!Im 28 male and kinda new here.
I want to share my story and maybe get some of your thoughts.
So here goes..
I have social phobia but somehow i managed to get girlfriend.We met online 10 years ago.Been together for like 6 - 7 years.Had our ups and downs ofcourse,but she loved me and i loved her..tho she always said she loved me more than i love her.
Well anyways- now its over. She left me half a year ago.She said that im not earning enough money,not ready for babies and she does not like apartment we live in.
The thing i cant get over is that every day she said to me how much she loves me and that i should never leave her.And then one day its her leaving me.
Is this common these days?
Wasn't it like working together to sort things out ,or was it one side does nothing and asks for other to do all?
When i told her this ,she replied that she is doing her part by being nice and lovely.
Ok.Im just angry here.Thru out this half a year,she texted me some stuff, like song lyrics and we talked time to time.She has new boyfriend,apartment.And she asked me to stay friends.Like hell we will.Changed my phone number recently.No more mindf*ck.
Im still getting nightmares almost every day.6 years are long time.My brain cant recover from her yet.
Never told her i have phobia.Was thinking about it but..whats the use?she whould feel sorry for me?help me?doubt it.
I wear my mask pretty well even if my insides are boiling.
Have a good day all who is done reading:thumbup:
I want to share my story and maybe get some of your thoughts.
So here goes..
I have social phobia but somehow i managed to get girlfriend.We met online 10 years ago.Been together for like 6 - 7 years.Had our ups and downs ofcourse,but she loved me and i loved her..tho she always said she loved me more than i love her.
Well anyways- now its over. She left me half a year ago.She said that im not earning enough money,not ready for babies and she does not like apartment we live in.
The thing i cant get over is that every day she said to me how much she loves me and that i should never leave her.And then one day its her leaving me.
Is this common these days?
Wasn't it like working together to sort things out ,or was it one side does nothing and asks for other to do all?
When i told her this ,she replied that she is doing her part by being nice and lovely.
Ok.Im just angry here.Thru out this half a year,she texted me some stuff, like song lyrics and we talked time to time.She has new boyfriend,apartment.And she asked me to stay friends.Like hell we will.Changed my phone number recently.No more mindf*ck.
Im still getting nightmares almost every day.6 years are long time.My brain cant recover from her yet.
Never told her i have phobia.Was thinking about it but..whats the use?she whould feel sorry for me?help me?doubt it.
I wear my mask pretty well even if my insides are boiling.
Have a good day all who is done reading:thumbup: