durda_dan
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last night i was sleeping, and my girlfriend hugged me from behind, and i wanted to turn around and hug her back and then i got a thought "If you turn around you will be in the front page of te newspaper for murder. and i had to tell myself no, no no no no, and then i forced myself to turn around and hug her. and my heart was beating, and my breathing was heavy, and i thought i was going to pass out as well as that my mind felt like it was in fast forward.
after that i felt so much better. like it was a huge milestone.
I know it's a small step , and some of you might read this and think, so what i do that all the time, But for me it was a big deal. and i am very proud of myself for that.
after that i felt so much better. like it was a huge milestone.
I know it's a small step , and some of you might read this and think, so what i do that all the time, But for me it was a big deal. and i am very proud of myself for that.