The_Crusader
Active member
Hello
As you have probably guest I have SA 8O I joined this site to relate to others who are also in a similar position as I am & maybe the same?
About myself... I'm an 18 yr old male living in New Zealand; along with SA I have been diagnosed with depression and OCD. I have had these conditions for a number of years and ended up leaving school because of them, which has really screwed up my education and future. My parents who were obviously worried about me tricked me into seeing a counselor which at the time pissed me off but did help me for a while. I was taking medication and everything seemed to be going well till I suffered a few set backs. Now I feel like I'm back at the beginning before I got better and no longer attend counseling or try to make any changes in my life... It seems I just don't care.
I should also mention that I have been suffering from same sex attraction since my early teenage years (although I can't be sure when it all began) which I never told my counselor about... and then I go from being an atheist literally saying such things as "there is no God" to becoming a Christian!
Is anyone else out there who can relate? It's confusing as any 1 of these problems would be hard enough to deal with but in addition I have them all swirling around my head :?
Thanks for taking the time to read through this
As you have probably guest I have SA 8O I joined this site to relate to others who are also in a similar position as I am & maybe the same?
About myself... I'm an 18 yr old male living in New Zealand; along with SA I have been diagnosed with depression and OCD. I have had these conditions for a number of years and ended up leaving school because of them, which has really screwed up my education and future. My parents who were obviously worried about me tricked me into seeing a counselor which at the time pissed me off but did help me for a while. I was taking medication and everything seemed to be going well till I suffered a few set backs. Now I feel like I'm back at the beginning before I got better and no longer attend counseling or try to make any changes in my life... It seems I just don't care.
I should also mention that I have been suffering from same sex attraction since my early teenage years (although I can't be sure when it all began) which I never told my counselor about... and then I go from being an atheist literally saying such things as "there is no God" to becoming a Christian!
Is anyone else out there who can relate? It's confusing as any 1 of these problems would be hard enough to deal with but in addition I have them all swirling around my head :?
Thanks for taking the time to read through this