I hate New Year's Eve for two reasons: 1 - When the clock strikes midnight its basically the end of the holiday season and nothing really happening for a while. And 2 - I always look at it as another year gone, another year wasted really. I reflect back on what I have achieved and progressed and see I have done very little, infact other than making some progress with SA, I don't think I am in any different position from this time last year. That makes me sad because I want so much but SA restricts me. Hence why I am so determined to overcome SA.
I haven't had a New Year's Eve outside of my home for some 7 years, since I had a good social life as a student. But New Year's Eve is so over rated, you have to pay a fortune to get into pubs and clubs, its so busy that you cannot even get to the bar, its impossible to get a taxi home, if you do it costs like 5 times the usual cost, so had to walk miles home.
I think it is a special day, I mean its the last day of a year, it should be celebrated in my opinion, we should all end the year in style and be happy.
I just hope this time next year things have really improved and my life has really moved on. Fingers crossed!