Foxglove
Well-known member
I am 42 years, female, and haven't had a female friend since I was 12. Does this make me a freak? I just cannot tolerate being around anyone. When I am forced to have contact with others (my son's school, my husband's friends), I feel so awful afterwards that I cry for hours and cut myself. I hate myself so much for being this way. It's just not normal to have absolutely no contact whatsoever with other people. I feel nothing but disgust and hate for myself, and wish every single day that I would just drop dead. Does anyone else here have such an extreme case of SP?