Courtney27S
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Okay, so I guess I should start of by saying that I have SA and depression (and probably OCD) that have all gotten a lot worse within the past two weeks (with the start of college). During this time, I've started to change how often and how much I eat, depending on how depressed I feel, and whether or not I want to treat my body well. For example, the beginning of this week was really intimidating, making me pretty depressed, so I actually didn't eat (only water) on both Mon. and Tues. Then, I ended up eating again on Wed (quite a lot, too) because I was feeling a little more hopeful about things. The end of the week was a mix up of not eating, then eating too much, and then purging. Today, because it's the start of a long weekend (no class on Monday! :bigsmile: ) I'm feeling better and calmer, so I've eaten more. So, the reason why I'm posting this is to hear from others (mainly girls, I guess) who are going through this or have in the past. Do you have some tips to share or just some stories, maybe?? And, I feel like this post is just going to look like a cry for attention (it's not, I swear!) or just a lot of drama. So, if you just want to respond and tell me why I shouldn't do these things, please don't. Thank you