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PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Well, me, it's nice talking to myself
A credit to dementia
Some day you too will know my pain
And smile its "black-tooth grin"

If the war inside my head
Won't take a day off I'll be dead
My icy fingers claw your back
Here I come again
 
The above lyrics are for:
Twenty One Pilots – Stressed Out
Guns N' Roses - Breakdown
Megadeth - Sweating Bullets
Total Eclipse Of The Heart - Bonnie Tyler

Are you listening to the radio, PugofCrydee?
 
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PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
The above lyrics are for:
Guns N' Roses - Breakdown
Megadeth - Sweating Bullets
Total Eclipse Of The Heart - Bonnie Tyler

Are you listening to the radio, PugofCrydee?

No, the radio stations here wouldn't dare play Megadeth.. :giggle:

These songs are from my own playlist. I like to sometimes have a few beers and chuck it on shuffle
 
The day is dreary, the day is glary
My face is no longer dark & hairy
Fan's going, getting the air to be cool & airy
The day is not bad, no, quite on the contrary

Rainy? Yes, we have had some
Now sunshine, out it has come
As usual, sitting on my bum
Boredom, am yet to succumb

It's the weekend, the guitar i should strum?
Or could i buy a set of drums, to drum?
Social life? I'm lucky to get a crumb
No, for some reason i do not like fun
No wonder that i like my beer and rum
As my life, it is truly full of glum
No, my existence wants to stay humdrum
The reason being? Can't sum. I'm just dumb?
Yes, that would be the answer from my mum
So, i drink and i think, depths i do plumb
So much i do, reality is numbed

Counting sheep, number 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Is physical stimulation the way to heaven?
...
(PiP, Poetry in Progress ... < SUSPENDED >)
 
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I'm doing something
Which is usually better than doing nothing
But that something is almost nothing
Really, I'm okay doing, within my allowed things, "anything"
With the way i am these days, diversion is king

Headache's fading
Of which some dispirin is aiding
Along with raw, sore eyes .. eyesight kinda jading
Aside from that, through the dull day i am wading

Now, in the early evening, "it" is dull & boring
Though the tv is on, boredom covers everything
Hopefully soon, beer & choc will rid boredom's dull sting
Pretty much, all else is not allowed, nope, zilch, nothing
Sorry, i do not really mean to be complaining
It's just that boredom for me is an everyday thing
Suffering hours of it every day does gets tiring
I must face this alone, since i have no wedding ring
If only there was some hope, say, something inspiring

It's now the nighttime hour, the mood could really be better
I would not have troubles like this if i were a jetsetter
Nor so if i were a good-looking successful go-getter
Nor if i were normal, man, with a babe who'd let me pet her
...
(PiP, Poetry in Progress ... < SUSPENDED >)
 
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It's early afternoon, and yawning, tired am i
I wonder if it's due to the full moon, up high
But i shall try to write a poem, i shall try
It's something to do, for when there's nothing to do
And also for when i am feeling a tad blue
Having some coffee & choc, tiredness to subdue
Perhaps to my blood-sugar levels, they'll come through?
Ants like choc too, tho "hyperantivity" does ensue
(The above line is a bit too long, but it will do)
The coffee & choc has caused some "under-arm dew"
But the afternoon i am, quite well, getting through
Though still nothing's going on .. hey, wake up, yoo-hoo!
Let's get the ball rolling .. 'but i've nothing to do!'

Writing poetry can work, but for only so long
Before i get restless, and maybe long for some song
Or maybe, if i could get one, a "hit from the bong"
In times gone past, i would probably play with my dong
But usually i go outside & listen to birdsong
Or listen to zen music, say, with bells that go "GONG!"
I probably should watch movies, i have one, "King Kong"
Or i could play a sport, my favorite is ping-pong
Or get back into programming, did it all day long

Day's "had it", and it's not even 6 o'clock
I feel like i've reached a big wall, made of rock
Saw duck fly off .. returned later with a squawk
I took hen to meet duck, but they avoided eye-contact
But what did i really expect? For them to sit & yak?
Had days of rain, the ground is sodden
Within my house i have been stuck in
Been outside a bit, with the sun shining, today
But inside my head, I must wait for a better day
Until then, it's crisps, crackers, choc, beer - a junk buffet!

Just tryin to get thru the night
Doing anything is alright
Just a couple hours to kill
Have to find things for time to fill
To get the day to piss the f*ck off
I'd even be prepared to j*rk-off
Could do with a bit more "cheer"
'Well, drink another f*cking beer'
The full moon, below a dark cloud, is yellow
Booze and black sabbath is making me mellow

Well the day has ended
Poetry .. SUSPENDED
...
(PiP, Poetry in Progress ... < SUSPENDED >)
 
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The dresser/desk/workbench is done, and the 3D printer is coming tomorrow. I can finally get to work.
 
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