medepressed
Member
Hi everyone,
Recently. I was in relationship with a lady, who is married. Of course its a long distance relationship. She said that she loves me and still kept having sex with her husband. I know it should be considered normal or maybe not. I am confused. but if she says that she loves me then why. You know what I mean. I have no idea what to do. I just feel so pointless to live.
I know she makes me feel good, real good. She even came to meet me. But, the question is, how to let the past go and dont think about it. I keep getting nightmares about past that she had. I kind of dont trust her on these things. What should I do? I have no idea. I know its crazy. but, I would really appreciate some input on this. I have OCD, so I cant stop to think about these things. depression was in control but now again I feel its ganna hit big.
Recently. I was in relationship with a lady, who is married. Of course its a long distance relationship. She said that she loves me and still kept having sex with her husband. I know it should be considered normal or maybe not. I am confused. but if she says that she loves me then why. You know what I mean. I have no idea what to do. I just feel so pointless to live.
I know she makes me feel good, real good. She even came to meet me. But, the question is, how to let the past go and dont think about it. I keep getting nightmares about past that she had. I kind of dont trust her on these things. What should I do? I have no idea. I know its crazy. but, I would really appreciate some input on this. I have OCD, so I cant stop to think about these things. depression was in control but now again I feel its ganna hit big.