plus: I can't seem to focus on anything I do, and this is driving me insane. I bet I'd be at least 50% less anxious and bitter if I could just fuc***g finish what I start. I can't study. I'm afraid I'll fail again due to it, and even with this thought in my head, I simply cannot sit and give all my attention to something for more than 2 minutes. It's the same thing everyday, and I fail at trying to battle against it everyday, and now my mind is completely exhausted and all I want to do is disappear.
eesh my words are just jumping from my fingers to my keyboard. x.x