Gray
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So 2011 is drawing to a close, but how has 2011 treated you in either a good or negative light?
For me it's been about as good as i could have imagined it, one step at a time for the past 12 months.
At the end of December 2010 i "finished" my cognitive therapy with the therapist i was seeing which was quite a monumental moment as i finally felt like i achieved something.
Just a few short weeks after this i ended up getting a job within a customer service environment just taking payments. I didn't want to go back into customer services so my anxiety peaked up a little bit when first starting, however it soon diminished.
I remember having one serious flare up in April/May time to a point i actually needed the help of my therapist, but i was constantly getting let down on appointments, in the end i let myself calm down on my own and i was fine.
Around this time my nephew came to stay on a permanent basis after getting abused by his other grandparents, his mum was unfit to care for him and his brothers/sisters so she lost them and thus we had the opportunity to care for him solely.
Sadly it has been a torrid time with him, mainly because when he first came he never got along with anyone, and my other brothers started to take a disliking to him because he would always shout before thinking, particular instances being when my other nephew came to stay they would always get into arguements, which then filtered through to my brother causing a massive rift.
The rift itself has been slightly fixed, but the scar is still there, one of my other brothers has decided he wants nothing to do with my mum and nephew who are obviously under the same roof as me, as such, causes issues with me too.
It's all a bit hectic and reaffirms my hope that one day i can maybe get out of where i'm living and start new.
Had first night out in years with work for our Christmas party, i've become closer to a lot of people now because of it, and it was a great night, i had the intention of at least having a couple of drinks since i don't drink alcohol at all, but in the end i just didn't.
I'm hoping 2012 starts where 2011 left off, with more plans maybe on what to do for the future, unsure about work because they want me to do proper customer service and i am massively relunctant to do so.
For me it's been about as good as i could have imagined it, one step at a time for the past 12 months.
At the end of December 2010 i "finished" my cognitive therapy with the therapist i was seeing which was quite a monumental moment as i finally felt like i achieved something.
Just a few short weeks after this i ended up getting a job within a customer service environment just taking payments. I didn't want to go back into customer services so my anxiety peaked up a little bit when first starting, however it soon diminished.
I remember having one serious flare up in April/May time to a point i actually needed the help of my therapist, but i was constantly getting let down on appointments, in the end i let myself calm down on my own and i was fine.
Around this time my nephew came to stay on a permanent basis after getting abused by his other grandparents, his mum was unfit to care for him and his brothers/sisters so she lost them and thus we had the opportunity to care for him solely.
Sadly it has been a torrid time with him, mainly because when he first came he never got along with anyone, and my other brothers started to take a disliking to him because he would always shout before thinking, particular instances being when my other nephew came to stay they would always get into arguements, which then filtered through to my brother causing a massive rift.
The rift itself has been slightly fixed, but the scar is still there, one of my other brothers has decided he wants nothing to do with my mum and nephew who are obviously under the same roof as me, as such, causes issues with me too.
It's all a bit hectic and reaffirms my hope that one day i can maybe get out of where i'm living and start new.
Had first night out in years with work for our Christmas party, i've become closer to a lot of people now because of it, and it was a great night, i had the intention of at least having a couple of drinks since i don't drink alcohol at all, but in the end i just didn't.
I'm hoping 2012 starts where 2011 left off, with more plans maybe on what to do for the future, unsure about work because they want me to do proper customer service and i am massively relunctant to do so.