justejust said:For example, you are shy and are used to speak quietly and slowly, and suddenly something happens(maybe just a very happy day) and you start to talk loudly, much, to laugh, to speak nonsenses and it suppose to be good, but... don't you feel you betray yourself???
worrydoll said:no but i often feel that i betray other people with sp. sometimes..i feel..guilty for being content..knowing that so many other people that i care about are suffering..on one level i want to enjoy it because i can and it seems criminal not to..and on the other hand..i know that..others are suffering..sometimes i feel that i have let certain people down by moving on..but i still care and understand..and..good days are few and far between sometimes..for myself..i sometimes think i confuse people who know im sp (most people who know me know i am) when i have a good day!