Gamesta
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I have one dream... and one dream only, and it won't be an easy one to reach because of my Social Phobia
Okay, before I tell you my dream and you laugh at me, lemme' tell ya my problem. Okay I have a hard time talking to anyone I don't have to talk to (People who aren't friends/family/assigned partners). If I don't have a reason to talk to someone, then I feel stupid talking to them. If I don't know someone I feel stupid even thinking about talking to them. Theres this one girl I wanted to talk to, whos usually alone at lunch (But shes too good lookin for me I think.. evne though I am a sexy beast) and I can't even talk to her because she'll think I"m wierd.. What do I do about it when I can't help but think of what everyone else thinks of me. I get nervous when people look atm e usually that I don't know. And when I'm talking across the class sto a friend (which is rare) I check to see if anyone is looking at me because they are probably thinkin I'm dumb. I don't want to get Therapy or Medicine because I don't want to ask my Mom (I'm talkative around friends / family) because that wouldn't seem right.
Now onto my dream -- Try not to laugh, but, I want to be a Rapper (yes it's wierd) I rap on the internet in text form because I don't want to do audio, and if I want to accomplish this dream I will obviously have to be in front of people. But I would feel stupid for 2 reasons... One I'm rapping... Two I'm white (If your white and can't rap good then they make fun of you) The only things I like are Friends/Family/Girls/RAP/Video Games
Any real good self-help cures or whatever you can give me... Tips.. Anything?
Okay, before I tell you my dream and you laugh at me, lemme' tell ya my problem. Okay I have a hard time talking to anyone I don't have to talk to (People who aren't friends/family/assigned partners). If I don't have a reason to talk to someone, then I feel stupid talking to them. If I don't know someone I feel stupid even thinking about talking to them. Theres this one girl I wanted to talk to, whos usually alone at lunch (But shes too good lookin for me I think.. evne though I am a sexy beast) and I can't even talk to her because she'll think I"m wierd.. What do I do about it when I can't help but think of what everyone else thinks of me. I get nervous when people look atm e usually that I don't know. And when I'm talking across the class sto a friend (which is rare) I check to see if anyone is looking at me because they are probably thinkin I'm dumb. I don't want to get Therapy or Medicine because I don't want to ask my Mom (I'm talkative around friends / family) because that wouldn't seem right.
Now onto my dream -- Try not to laugh, but, I want to be a Rapper (yes it's wierd) I rap on the internet in text form because I don't want to do audio, and if I want to accomplish this dream I will obviously have to be in front of people. But I would feel stupid for 2 reasons... One I'm rapping... Two I'm white (If your white and can't rap good then they make fun of you) The only things I like are Friends/Family/Girls/RAP/Video Games
Any real good self-help cures or whatever you can give me... Tips.. Anything?