i have been on prozac for about 7 months for ocd and in therapy... i have bben getting better (less time thinking im going to be a murderer, serial killer,evn pedo) I am 19 anf fantasize about girls my age 95 percent of the time. I used to think i would be a pedophile but i really am not sexually attracted to children. However a few months back i had an issue: i was really horny/aroused and went on a chat website and started talking with a girl... she was talking dirty to me and i talked dirty back we exchanged numbers... she then sent me a picture in a bikini and it made me even more sexually excited... however she told me she was 13... when she told me i knew that she was too young but since i was really aroused i *******ated to her anyway.... needless to say i felt super guilty about it and havent done anything like that again (or evn talked to her)... but last night i was horny again and had an urge to talk dirty with her again... i didnt and felt guilty about thinking about it... she is a young teen i'm an older teen... she was really dirty and she really didn't seem "innocent" at all.... but yet this obviously made my fear of being a pervert come back again! i know 13 is still too young for sexual chats (so im not delusional or anything) but is this normal? does it make me a perv?