Soulspectre
Active member
I don't know what it is but for some reason when ever I take some xanax I feel home. I enter a state of mental clarity and perception unbound my negative judgment. I feel a sense of everything and nothing. I think about deep philosophical issues, and the meaning of existence and the way we go through life. I realize that when my judgment is suspended and I see things for what they are I am more at peace in this odd way. Things are so confusing yet make so much sense. What is the meaning of it all? It drives me mad sometimes, I just can't understand it. In a way the xanax makes me feel so dis attached from the world in a good way, I enter an altered state of mind that I can't comprehend, but it feels that it's the way things should be or the truth of life is revealed. I'm sorry if I'm getting a little too deep, I'm on xanax right now. I'm probably going to look at this tomorrow and be like "What the **** was I talking about?" If anybody can relate to or comprehend whatever the hell I just wrote, plz comment back.