cobalt_bluester
Well-known member
I really want to change and become a relatively carefree, confident and better off person but this has always eluded me and I know it always will - nobody can tell me different.
I don't want people to have an opinion of me as I am sure it is bound to be a negative one, because my face is so depressed and I am exactly that. People having opinion of me feels like an intrusion of privacy, when all I want to do is not be judged in a negative way. I find people can be so, so selfish and they don't seem to care about the sheer pain of what I am going through. I wish people wouldn't just sit on the fence and act indifferently and lend a helping hand - can they not tell that I could really use a friend and that I am feeling desperately isolated. It's like an eternal night time and I cannot turn on the lights.
I don't want people to have an opinion of me as I am sure it is bound to be a negative one, because my face is so depressed and I am exactly that. People having opinion of me feels like an intrusion of privacy, when all I want to do is not be judged in a negative way. I find people can be so, so selfish and they don't seem to care about the sheer pain of what I am going through. I wish people wouldn't just sit on the fence and act indifferently and lend a helping hand - can they not tell that I could really use a friend and that I am feeling desperately isolated. It's like an eternal night time and I cannot turn on the lights.