So that's the question I've been asking myself since I was 10. I don't feel like people hate me, I know for sure. All my once closest friends litterally come right out and say they can't stand who I am or anything about me. I don't know why, I would be perfectly ok with it all if I could just figure out why they all dislike me so I can change that about myself. I've reverted into a state of chamelionism, pretty much changing my personality as best I can towards people who are likeable and easy to be around. However, no matter how hard I try it always ends up the same, the closer I get to someone the closer I get to that imminent implosion where they disconnect from me as their friend and hate me with a huge grudge that can only be explained by me doing something horrible and yet I don't even know what it is. If anyone can offer any suggestions I'll be monitoring this thread so I can ask and answer questions to help discover why I'm such a horrible person.. thanks..
Also this is my first post.. please don't judge me too much for how bland it looks x.x <3
Also this is my first post.. please don't judge me too much for how bland it looks x.x <3