Plissken
Active member
All the times that I did something embarrassing or stupid feel like they're building up in my mind. Sometimes I think about those moments and I feel a deep sense of embarrassment and shame. I wonder if the people who were around me ever think back on it and laugh. I wish I had never participated in any of those social intercourses so I wouldn't have messed up so bad. I'd erase peoples memories of me if I could.
I don't like the thought of anyone thinking about me. Especially my lowest moments where I was too open with people and made myself vulnerable. Even if I haven't been in contact for several years, I still feel embarrassment.
I don't like the thought of anyone thinking about me. Especially my lowest moments where I was too open with people and made myself vulnerable. Even if I haven't been in contact for several years, I still feel embarrassment.