dannyboy65
Well-known member
I want to get over my ex but I simply can't. It's been since September that we broke up. She has already moved on and that hurts enough, it hurts even more not being there for her son. I just want to go back and stay, I left when times got tough and I hurt her.
I had a real connection with her. Now that she's been gone and I've been looking at other woman, even took a few on dates. I discovered I don't have that connection with them. Like even my ex's I had no connection with, it was pretty much just teenagers trying to get laid. I kissed a girl about a month ago but still didn't feel a connection. She was the first one that would give me a spark when we kissed. I talked bad about her a lot, but I know I only did it to try and convince myself that she is a bad person. When really she is someone who is struggling.
It's bad enough everywhere is a memory. We went on so many adventures and for the first time in my life I was actually living and not sitting around all the time.
Only reason I'm bringing this up is because she is on my mind a lot. Has been since we broke up. I wonder how they are doing, how her boy is doing. I just sound crazy and stuff by this I know it's just really bothering me cause I don't want to miss her or care so much.
I had a real connection with her. Now that she's been gone and I've been looking at other woman, even took a few on dates. I discovered I don't have that connection with them. Like even my ex's I had no connection with, it was pretty much just teenagers trying to get laid. I kissed a girl about a month ago but still didn't feel a connection. She was the first one that would give me a spark when we kissed. I talked bad about her a lot, but I know I only did it to try and convince myself that she is a bad person. When really she is someone who is struggling.
It's bad enough everywhere is a memory. We went on so many adventures and for the first time in my life I was actually living and not sitting around all the time.
Only reason I'm bringing this up is because she is on my mind a lot. Has been since we broke up. I wonder how they are doing, how her boy is doing. I just sound crazy and stuff by this I know it's just really bothering me cause I don't want to miss her or care so much.