KiaKaha
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Sorry for the negative thread, I know they are not particularly pleasant but lately I have been feeling really unloved and unlikeable and need to feel like someone can relate or at least acknowledge how I feel.
Anyway, does it ever happen to you? I go to university everyday, and I can see peoples faces visibly drop when they see me,like they really cant stand me, as if I make their skin crawl... and it really upsets me. I try to rationalize and think that their rejection doesnt hold any weight because they dont know me, but it still makes me feel bad, because I feel its unfair. I TRY to be a good person, and treat people with an open mind and common respect but people just dont seem to like me...and its obvious that they dont.
I dont have any friends and I am lonely, and its increasingly frustrating to make an effort with others only to be judged and looked upon with contempt. I dont see the point in trying to be happy if no one wants anything to do with you.
The only place I feel I can be myself is online. I have spoken to a number of SPW members and they are so lovely and friendly, and that makes me feel good, but I am never going to meet them. Why is it so difficult to get along with people when it seems everyone just wants to be left alone? In the real world my existence isnt even acknowledged...let alone approved.
Anyway, once again sorry for my rant. Its not my intention to bring anyone down, but I dont have any other outlet to express how I feel.
Anyway, does it ever happen to you? I go to university everyday, and I can see peoples faces visibly drop when they see me,like they really cant stand me, as if I make their skin crawl... and it really upsets me. I try to rationalize and think that their rejection doesnt hold any weight because they dont know me, but it still makes me feel bad, because I feel its unfair. I TRY to be a good person, and treat people with an open mind and common respect but people just dont seem to like me...and its obvious that they dont.
I dont have any friends and I am lonely, and its increasingly frustrating to make an effort with others only to be judged and looked upon with contempt. I dont see the point in trying to be happy if no one wants anything to do with you.
The only place I feel I can be myself is online. I have spoken to a number of SPW members and they are so lovely and friendly, and that makes me feel good, but I am never going to meet them. Why is it so difficult to get along with people when it seems everyone just wants to be left alone? In the real world my existence isnt even acknowledged...let alone approved.
Anyway, once again sorry for my rant. Its not my intention to bring anyone down, but I dont have any other outlet to express how I feel.
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