Recent content by DarkSeeker

I must say I'm at lost here. I keep hearing people talking about socializing and being social and going to social events, but I was never concretely explained what any of this mean. According to one of the 2 monsters who brought me into this world of pain, well "according" as he can't explain...

It may sound ironic, but I can't take it when people on the internet gives me positive attention, and try to show sympathy, and it's even worst if it's in real life. It hurts like fire. I can't take it, I just want to be left alone, but doing that just makes things worst. I never had any kind of...

Some long but thorough description of bullies, bullying and the impacts of bullies on their victims. It basically describes how bullies are emotionally retarded people hiding behind a mask of toughness and full of good intentions. They don't take responsibility for anything they do and make...

What's ahead is pretty long, so there's a TLDR version at the end I'm trying to get over my problems, but I have this thing that happened to me, and that I just can't relate with anyone or anything I've ever heard or read about. Of course I've learned to talk, but due to my very poor...

I found that weird thing of late. It's strange, I've never read or heard anything about this except maybe some vague reference from some oriental religions. It's like I could physically kill anxiety and induce myself with excitement just using my will. It's natural and controllable just like...

Hello there, I'm carrying a heavy burden in my heart. I was never loved, nobody ever cared about me, nobody ever showed any interest in me, nobody was never there to protect me or support me in my times of need. Being alone is not something natural to me, but it was still something I was born...