EmptyWords
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Let me tell you about myself first and foremost. I went to a private school for the first 12 years of my life. I went from preschool through 6th grade.
I used to be the kid who tried to do everything right and live by the word of god. I never cussed, i listened to country music for god sake. I had goals I had motivation. I was going to go somewhere, I was going to be something.
Now, here I am going into 12th grade. I have no motivation I've seen all my friends fall into drug use and I followed them for many months. Marijuana was the drug of choice. I quit, they still do it to this day.
I listen to metal/black metal right now. I don't care about ANYBODY but me, my friends and my family. Thats it. In these last 5 to 6 years in my life I have fallen from grace if you will. I have found that there is no god. Judging by the shithole we call earth, if there is a god it would be Satan. Thousands of people die every day and for what? nothing. Thousands of starving african children die every day. The entire country is infested with aids and other diseases.
How can you still say god exists and loves you. It's obviously not true. The middle east is for the most part a war zone where many have died for lost causes. There will not be peace in any of our life times. Peace in the middle east is a lost cause.
For the religious types that life there lives and base their morals on a false leap of faith. Don't worry about hell for you may very well be in hell and simply not realize it.
I used to be the kid who tried to do everything right and live by the word of god. I never cussed, i listened to country music for god sake. I had goals I had motivation. I was going to go somewhere, I was going to be something.
Now, here I am going into 12th grade. I have no motivation I've seen all my friends fall into drug use and I followed them for many months. Marijuana was the drug of choice. I quit, they still do it to this day.
I listen to metal/black metal right now. I don't care about ANYBODY but me, my friends and my family. Thats it. In these last 5 to 6 years in my life I have fallen from grace if you will. I have found that there is no god. Judging by the shithole we call earth, if there is a god it would be Satan. Thousands of people die every day and for what? nothing. Thousands of starving african children die every day. The entire country is infested with aids and other diseases.
How can you still say god exists and loves you. It's obviously not true. The middle east is for the most part a war zone where many have died for lost causes. There will not be peace in any of our life times. Peace in the middle east is a lost cause.
For the religious types that life there lives and base their morals on a false leap of faith. Don't worry about hell for you may very well be in hell and simply not realize it.