How are you feeling?

MikeyC

MikeyC

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twiggle said:
I'm just feeling very, very tired. I could really use a lengthier break over Christmas but I only have Christmas Day and Boxing Day off.
I feel like I need a couple of days where I just read, listen to music, see friends, look at old photos, and go on Skype. I'm so grateful to have these jobs but feel like I need some 'me' time.
I'm going away in March... but no other time off until then besides weekends.
Not that I want to sound like I'm grumbling. Unemployment was what fuelled my miserable period in 2011 and I'd take being busy and tired over that every time.
I just... need to perfect my balancing act I guess.
Early night tonight, methinks.
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You work very hard, twiggle. Definitely give yourself some time to enjoy the smaller things, even if it's only weekends. It's good to have a secure job, but you still need time to yourself.

March will come by before you know it. Where are you going?
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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Still feeling pretty cruddy. My head has been hurting all day and it just won't go away. My body aches too, but it's tolerable. I'm still sleeping on and off, but at least I can eat a little more. I have a holiday party I was going to go to this weekend too, so I hope I'm better by then.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Phoenixx said:
Still feeling pretty cruddy. My head has been hurting all day and it just won't go away. My body aches too, but it's tolerable. I'm still sleeping on and off, but at least I can eat a little more. I have a holiday party I was going to go to this weekend too, so I hope I'm better by then.
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Ah, that sucks a lot! I hope you feel better very soon. *sends gluten-free soup*
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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MikeyC said:
Ah, that sucks a lot! I hope you feel better very soon. *sends gluten-free soup*
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^ Aw thank you! I haven't even dared eat soup yet though. The past two days I've been living off from applesauce, gluten-free breadsticks, and VitaminWater. Incredibly strange combination, I know, but so far it's the only thing that doesn't make me so nauseous eating it, or even smelling it for that matter.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Phoenixx said:
^ Aw thank you! I haven't even dared eat soup yet though. The past two days I've been living off from applesauce, gluten-free breadsticks, and VitaminWater. Incredibly strange combination, I know, but so far it's the only thing that doesn't make me so nauseous eating it, or even smelling it for that matter.
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It's amazing the foods that suddenly become unpleasant once we get sick. The VitaminWater would be doing you a lot of good so that's a convenient drink to still enjoy. You'll be back to your best before you know it!
 
anomicdeer

anomicdeer

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You want to know how I feel?

Okay, let's step into my brain where the thoughts like to stay.

I'm trying to hard not to say certain things. You know how we're suppose to let things out? I'm not doing it. Everyone will think I'm schizophrenic. At least my boyfriend thinks I am headed that way. Just because I see what's real. I'm not just so naive of everything. I see how interested in those teenagers he really is. They aren't annoying him. If they were then they would have to be obnoxious first and it would have to include males. Not just a little girl walking by minding her own business. One time there was a girl that probably wasn't a teen yet and as soon as he saw her because she was walking across the path we were going, he just got so excited as if she did something to disturb us. She wasn't even looking at us or talking or doing anything to make people look at her.

Yesterday at the store a little girl commented on his ear ring that she likes it. When we left the store, he lifts up his hands like a bunny and said "she said she like my earring". When I comment on it and when Dr. Hooper did, he didn't have that reaction at all. But when a little girl that is not black say it, you blush?

When I leave, I hope people see who he really is. I hope when he get his next girlfriend she sees how disgusting he his. I then hope he get caught watching certain porn that would cause the guys in prison to make you their bitch. Or at least I hope he mess with the wrong girl so that everyone can see who he really is and get his ass betrayed to hell.

That's how much he hurts me. I want every one to see who he really is but no one believes me and I'm too unstable and stupid to make sense or be reasonable. I have a horrible reputation now and I might as well leave everyone... I would love a job but maybe I should go crazy and go to a hospital... maybe that's where I belong...
 
anomicdeer

anomicdeer

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I can make a lame joke and you won't laugh or even smile.
Dr. Brennan makes a lame joke that doesn't make sense, you smile.
I don't understand what it was that you even saw in me. You claim you still like me but you don't really show it. Touching my butt doesn't show it to me. It's just telling me that you don't really like me... you just like female body parts and you do that just to try to express a false feeling you have. If you really love me you would listen to our song. If you even remember what you told me it was. You don't even listen to music. You don't watch what I watch and aren't ever willing to just sit down and watch it with me.

You don't ever want to take a nice nature walk with me, but you're suppose to love nature?
 
Opaline

Opaline

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I am disappointed. My brother confessed he is psychologically addicted to marijuana - he stole a total of $60 (possibly more) over the past few months from my mother for it. He feels depressed without it.

And someone else in my family who has a drinking problem basically admitted that she doesn't want to have to give up drinking completely - she wants to be able to moderate it. She actually believes it's possible to go back to moderation. You can't moderate if you're an alcoholic. I mean, that never works, right? Aren't you screwed for life - if you touch it you'll slip up?

I don't want to be surrounded by addicts :( Once I get out of my home this time, I'm not coming back for a long time. I don't need this kind of influence on my life. Bringing me down.
 
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Nathália

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anomicdeer said:
You want to know how I feel?

Okay, let's step into my brain where the thoughts like to stay.

I'm trying to hard not to say certain things. You know how we're suppose to let things out? I'm not doing it. Everyone will think I'm schizophrenic. At least my boyfriend thinks I am headed that way. Just because I see what's real. I'm not just so naive of everything. I see how interested in those teenagers he really is. They aren't annoying him. If they were then they would have to be obnoxious first and it would have to include males. Not just a little girl walking by minding her own business. One time there was a girl that probably wasn't a teen yet and as soon as he saw her because she was walking across the path we were going, he just got so excited as if she did something to disturb us. She wasn't even looking at us or talking or doing anything to make people look at her.

Yesterday at the store a little girl commented on his ear ring that she likes it. When we left the store, he lifts up his hands like a bunny and said "she said she like my earring". When I comment on it and when Dr. Hooper did, he didn't have that reaction at all. But when a little girl that is not black say it, you blush?

When I leave, I hope people see who he really is. I hope when he get his next girlfriend she sees how disgusting he his. I then hope he get caught watching certain porn that would cause the guys in prison to make you their bitch. Or at least I hope he mess with the wrong girl so that everyone can see who he really is and get his ass betrayed to hell.

That's how much he hurts me. I want every one to see who he really is but no one believes me and I'm too unstable and stupid to make sense or be reasonable. I have a horrible reputation now and I might as well leave everyone... I would love a job but maybe I should go crazy and go to a hospital... maybe that's where I belong...
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That sounds awful, I hope you feel better. It doesn't mean that you're crazy because you have an opinion on someones ways. If you feel like you're going to have break down because things are getting to you, then you should get help and not because you're crazy or because you belong there, it's okay to be overwhelmed. I hope you feel better and get away from your boyfriend who is annoying you.




Opaline said:
I am disappointed. My brother confessed he is psychologically addicted to marijuana - he stole a total of $60 (possibly more) over the past few months from my mother for it. He feels depressed without it.

And someone else in my family who has a drinking problem basically admitted that she doesn't want to have to give up drinking completely - she wants to be able to moderate it. She actually believes it's possible to go back to moderation. You can't moderate if you're an alcoholic. I mean, that never works, right? Aren't you screwed for life - if you touch it you'll slip up?

I don't want to be surrounded by addicts :( Once I get out of my home this time, I'm not coming back for a long time. I don't need this kind of influence on my life. Bringing me down.
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This sounds very sad, sorry. My father was an alcoholic and it was really hard to even talk with him. It is a disease, maybe you can show this person they shouldn't joke around with alcohol. Didn't Amy Winehouse die from alcohol poisoning? ( I like Amy winehouse) and she swore that she could moderate her issues. I don't know, sorry Opaline...
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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anomicdeer said:
You want to know how I feel?

Okay, let's step into my brain where the thoughts like to stay.

I'm trying to hard not to say certain things. You know how we're suppose to let things out? I'm not doing it. Everyone will think I'm schizophrenic. At least my boyfriend thinks I am headed that way. Just because I see what's real. I'm not just so naive of everything. I see how interested in those teenagers he really is. They aren't annoying him. If they were then they would have to be obnoxious first and it would have to include males. Not just a little girl walking by minding her own business. One time there was a girl that probably wasn't a teen yet and as soon as he saw her because she was walking across the path we were going, he just got so excited as if she did something to disturb us. She wasn't even looking at us or talking or doing anything to make people look at her.

Yesterday at the store a little girl commented on his ear ring that she likes it. When we left the store, he lifts up his hands like a bunny and said "she said she like my earring". When I comment on it and when Dr. Hooper did, he didn't have that reaction at all. But when a little girl that is not black say it, you blush?

When I leave, I hope people see who he really is. I hope when he get his next girlfriend she sees how disgusting he his. I then hope he get caught watching certain porn that would cause the guys in prison to make you their bitch. Or at least I hope he mess with the wrong girl so that everyone can see who he really is and get his ass betrayed to hell.

That's how much he hurts me. I want every one to see who he really is but no one believes me and I'm too unstable and stupid to make sense or be reasonable. I have a horrible reputation now and I might as well leave everyone... I would love a job but maybe I should go crazy and go to a hospital... maybe that's where I belong...
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It's quite obvious that from this post and your follow-up that you're feeling a hell of a lot of resentment for your boyfriend, who I will now assume is your ex. Your feelings are far too raw at the moment and you need some reflection and time to get your emotions in order.

I'm sorry he hurt you.
 
Phoenixx

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I am feeling 10 times better today than I have the last two days! *huge sigh of relief* I had the deepest sleep in days last night and woke up pretty refreshed. It was like magic over night, haha. I still don't have all my energy back, and my headaches and nausea continue to come and go, but at least I don't hurt so bad and for once I don't feel like crawling back into bed to sleep.
 
mikebird

mikebird

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Failed an interview today

Really nice to hear within 24 hours about the employer choosing someone else instead of me! Told it was a close call. I did strike a reasonable rapport with the interviewer - old guy.

I usually hear nothing, and feel a deep void in the soul for a few weeks, when never told... building more lack of esteem.

I just need to remember that venturing beyond London Underground tube from zone 1 into zone 2 is not worth the money, until on a regular season ticket

Hours of waiting around a mainline railway station, with crowds building nastily, with police gathering. Lack of service started feeling like a airport terminal homelessness. Made it home eventually
 
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jaim38

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^At least the interviewer was nice enough to tell you within 24 hours. Maybe this job was not meant to be. You've made progress, don't give up yet. THere will be other opportunities.
 
Opaline

Opaline

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Besides a family member ruining our plans for today, I'm feeling pretty good. I got a crapload of stuff done, all before 2:00 pm. Call the Guinness Book of World Records.

I'm on track for getting my butt in college for the spring! Fingers crossed it all pans out well. It's looking very positive at the moment :D

Next step will be to find a job relatively close to my house. But that can happen next month. It will probably be nigh on impossible to get a job right around the holidays.
 
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