all i can say about all this thread is the man needed help , now i dont know why the police were involved , but he said hes on his way to a mental home , well good , i say good cos mate if you read this its probably the best place for you to be at mo cos your feeling so bad , iv watched you on here get more and more depressed , those places are used to dealing with problems such as yours and hopefully can give you some advice and maybe meds to pull you back from the dark place your in at mo , i just want you to know mate if you read this my thoughts are with you , as iv said b4 on this thread a lot of people like you including me , and i really hope to see you on here again soon back to your old self , we all need help sometimes as life seems so black you cant fight it yourself , and you need a little help , that mate is nothing to be ashamed of
hell iv been in some dark places myself so i can relate , we all love you man just fight it and get back to your freinds on spw
..... thinking about you gazza ....