Bosstonez604
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Soo, it's Tuesday night now, and I need to get out and get to a camera store by Friday to get a deal on a piece of equipment I need before the sale runs out.
Normally I'd just like.. order it online, but I'm trying really hard to force myself to take a proactive approach to getting the hell out.
I don't have a car, so it's gonna be a huge trek involving a train (BFD) and a bus (I dunno why, but buses, especially, make me feel really anxious).
I don't like waiting for buses, I don't like riding them (I always feel like everyone is staring at me, blatantly, and it just sends my anxiety through the roof, and I Get all ****ed off, wanting to snap at everyone, and makes me feel/look like an asshole), and I really don't like waiting for them. I'm like.. omg I'm gonna get on some random bus going to some random place, and I'm gonna get stuck in some weird place with no way home. That kinda simultaneously excites me (the Loki part) and scares the shit out of me.
I figure all I can do is load my iPod up with mellow music to keep me calm and just do it, but man..
I'd really just rather stay home, order it online, and get it couriered over. Sorta ironic given that to take pix, you need to GTFO.
Anyone else know what I'm saying? How do you deal with public transit?
Furthermore, I've become extremely homeward bound... I haven't left my neighborhood in probably months, and will go 3-4 days at a time at home, only going out to like.. walk 2 blocks to the store, then straight back home. Usually after dark.
Going out = not my forte.
Any mantras or tips on how a person could learn to go out more would be so hugely appreciated.
Normally I'd just like.. order it online, but I'm trying really hard to force myself to take a proactive approach to getting the hell out.
I don't have a car, so it's gonna be a huge trek involving a train (BFD) and a bus (I dunno why, but buses, especially, make me feel really anxious).
I don't like waiting for buses, I don't like riding them (I always feel like everyone is staring at me, blatantly, and it just sends my anxiety through the roof, and I Get all ****ed off, wanting to snap at everyone, and makes me feel/look like an asshole), and I really don't like waiting for them. I'm like.. omg I'm gonna get on some random bus going to some random place, and I'm gonna get stuck in some weird place with no way home. That kinda simultaneously excites me (the Loki part) and scares the shit out of me.
I figure all I can do is load my iPod up with mellow music to keep me calm and just do it, but man..
I'd really just rather stay home, order it online, and get it couriered over. Sorta ironic given that to take pix, you need to GTFO.
Anyone else know what I'm saying? How do you deal with public transit?
Furthermore, I've become extremely homeward bound... I haven't left my neighborhood in probably months, and will go 3-4 days at a time at home, only going out to like.. walk 2 blocks to the store, then straight back home. Usually after dark.
Going out = not my forte.
Any mantras or tips on how a person could learn to go out more would be so hugely appreciated.