Apotheosis
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Today I ran into a group of old friends I hadn't seen since I was little.
I had no idea what to say or how to act and wound up just trying to crack jokes the whole time to avoid talking, while feeling like I'd rather be taking a bath in a pit of lava.
It's been six hours since I made an excuse to get away, and I can still barely put two thoughts together. I feel miserable and awkward even though I know I didn't look awkward or stupid or whatever else was running through my head.
Why do such trivial things freak me out even when I'm completely aware of how silly it is to think like that?
I had no idea what to say or how to act and wound up just trying to crack jokes the whole time to avoid talking, while feeling like I'd rather be taking a bath in a pit of lava.
It's been six hours since I made an excuse to get away, and I can still barely put two thoughts together. I feel miserable and awkward even though I know I didn't look awkward or stupid or whatever else was running through my head.
Why do such trivial things freak me out even when I'm completely aware of how silly it is to think like that?