Well, basically the title says it all. I have been diagnosed with OCD at the age of 19. And I waited for 11 years before starting to take meds. I am on Lexapro, 30 mg.
I am better, now, for the most part. I want to bring things to the next level with my ERP. Right now, I gotta do it on my own as I am waiting for a therapist.
I really want to go and have sex with a guy in his apartment(I am gay) but I am scared how I am going to leave in the morning, without taking a shower. I would be still covered in precum and possibly semen, some tiny amounts. It will be in my hair and on my face. I know most people don't think about this stuff, and probably don't run for the shower, first thing in the morning, but yeah, I cannot come to terms with this whole idea of potentially spreading around my bodily fluids if I touch my unwashed hair and/or face and then touch something else, for example.
I am better, now, for the most part. I want to bring things to the next level with my ERP. Right now, I gotta do it on my own as I am waiting for a therapist.
I really want to go and have sex with a guy in his apartment(I am gay) but I am scared how I am going to leave in the morning, without taking a shower. I would be still covered in precum and possibly semen, some tiny amounts. It will be in my hair and on my face. I know most people don't think about this stuff, and probably don't run for the shower, first thing in the morning, but yeah, I cannot come to terms with this whole idea of potentially spreading around my bodily fluids if I touch my unwashed hair and/or face and then touch something else, for example.