DeadmanWalking
Well-known member
Depressed, irritated, whatever.
My sister (who is eight years older than me, married, has a kid and a place of her own) is going to Disneyland for the zillionth time in her life with her family and her incredibly stuck-up in-laws. She's been posting pictures and bragging on Facebook all day about it. Needless to say, I'm jealous. I'm also incredibly irritated with her because she ALWAYS gets what she wants. It's always been this way, even when we were kids growing up. No matter what, she would have everything handed to her. Of course her husband spoils her rotten, as well. He's a piece of sh*t, but that's another story. I'm just generally sick of her always getting whatever she wants whenever she wants it. She wanted a new car? Got it. Wants to randomly take a trip? Gets to. Wants a new phone because the one she just got wasn't good enough for her? Got it. Wants a new, updated iPod? Got it. And it's not like she works hard and earns money to get all of these things. Her husband got really lucky and landed a job at the railroad and makes decent money. She sits on her arse all day at work in front of a computer. Yeah, I don't work, so I shouldn't talk. But still. She's a b*tch and I'm pissed off. I'd go into this further, but why bother? It's pointless, making me more angry and this is a forum, not my diary.
It's a forum indeed, but this is also a place where you can get things off of your chest. Don't hold in emotions, okay? Don't be afraid to post how you feel on here, no matter how long it is.
As for your sister, well, the only advice I can think of is to not focus on her so much. Let her show off if she wants to. You'll get your time to go do whatever you want to, so work on improving yourself. I'm sorry you have to go through this.