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GhoulsNightOut

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Wish I could go somewhere and chuck glass bottles at a wall for hours to relieve stress. The shattering would be like watching my rage explode.
Ugh, and hearing these shallow people, especially guys make me cringe. If it weren't for my fragile health, I'd be getting wasted right now.
 

jaim38

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Today, I felt like I've fallen so low. There was a power outage in the area and the garage door malfunctioned, even after power was restored. We couldn't use the remote controls to open the garage door. Moreover, it only closed partway. My mom was making a big deal out of this, saying that it was the neighbors' fault and getting ready to call the cops, but I told her not to.

SHe kept on talking so loudly when she was outside and in the garage that I told her to just be quiet because I don't want the neighbors to hear us. Our neighbors hate us, and I don't want them to know I'm in the house. Anyways, she went out to pick up my brother from school. When she came back, she couldn't get into the garage so my brother called me asking me to manually open the garage door. I went to the garage door and lifted it only a few centimeters before letting it drop to the floor. I did the same thing several times. I was scared that the neighbors could see me, because if I open the garage door, they will see me. So, I stood there for a moment, lifting and then letting the door drop again. Eventually, my mom had to come inside the house and manually open the garage door herself. Then she drove into the garage.

I feel like i've fallen so low. I used to be able to open the garage door all the time, wihtout fear or shyness, and be able to talk loudly and laugh. But now, I struck by fear everytime I go outside. I also blame my mom for for this; if she hadn't call the cops and tried to sue the neighbors, then maybe I would have a happier time getting out of my house. But now, everytime I am about to leave my house, I think about the neighbors seeing us and yelling sh** at us.
 
I know exactly what that's like. Whenever I see that the neighbors are outside, I cannot bring myself to go out there. Even if my family is settled out there, I just couldn't. It's nothing personal against the neighbors, and I'm sure they don't even know that I exist, but... dunno. Bollocks.
 
If I ever meet this God-person, remind me to tell him that butts were a great idea. Odd cushion-ey things that produce nothing gallery worthy, that are yet ecstatically appreciated by the masses.

Good effort, good effort.
 
Wish I could go somewhere and chuck glass bottles at a wall for hours to relieve stress. The shattering would be like watching my rage explode.

ohhhhhh I have dreamed of being able to do something like that :thumbup:
I have often felt I needed to break everything breakable in my kitchen as the only way to get rid of my anger sometimes.
However money constraints have always stopped me from doing it. They should make cheap plates and glasses for times like that.
Imagine the fun the marketing people could have coming up with a slogan and advertisement for the product! lol:bigsmile:
 
I wrote about this in my journal thread, but... I'm wondering... is animal cruelty still widespread? As far as major manufacturers go, I mean. I know that may sound like a stupid question but I honestly don't know much about it. I remember watching a documentary on PBS about the mistreatment of chickens, back when I was a child. It really upset me. Does that sort of thing still take place? :(
 

GhoulsNightOut

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ohhhhhh I have dreamed of being able to do something like that :thumbup:
I have often felt I needed to break everything breakable in my kitchen as the only way to get rid of my anger sometimes.
However money constraints have always stopped me from doing it. They should make cheap plates and glasses for times like that.
Imagine the fun the marketing people could have coming up with a slogan and advertisement for the product! lol:bigsmile:

Let’s do iiiit. xD
For me, it’s money and fear of neighbors calling the cops that have prevented me from doing it. lol
Haha I can imagine, something that includes “don’t break the bank.”
 
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