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    depressed...this is new

    i have ocd. it was severe for years and i was confined/trapped in my own ****ing head. i couldnt work, couldnt go to parties, couldnt get anywhere on time, dropped out of college. but since a lot of therapy, my ocd has gotten much better. this is the good part. but! i recently moved out of...
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    ocd is gone, now what?!

    my ocd went from severe to mild because of therapy. after that i went through some hormonal correction therapy as well as rebalancing some chemical imbalances i had like vitamins and GABA and now my ocd is really at a minimum. it is amazing, but theres a problem. the first month after my ocd...
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    ocd videos

    hey ya'll. i havent posted in a while, but i wanted to let you guys know i made a youtube channel about ocd. i am posting videos of things i have tried in terms of treatment. some of it good and so of it not so much. i have a few videos up and will keep posting more. i hope my story helps...
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    my new site hope it reaches out

    i just created a blog site detailing what i have found to work for me. i hope it helps. not trying to advertise, just hoping i can reach out to others in pain. im not totally better, but ive got a handle on it now. my ocd diary- what's worked for me
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    ativan.. input?

    im feeling like shit right now. ugh. im tapering off of ativan. i just hate this. i feel so awful, i just wanted to write. anyone go through this?
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    ocd or something else?

    i know many things i do are because of ocd, though certain things, im not so sure... two that bother me quite a bit: 1. paranoia. example: i wont say something controversial or private out loud in case there are cameras hidden in a room. 2. seeing things: for the past few months i have...
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    ween off ativan help

    ive been taking 1mg/day at bedtime since january. i want to stop. do i need to ween off or just stop? also, if i do need to ween off, how? like .75mg/week for a week, the .5 ..... thanks
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    venting and confused.

    so i feel like i am doing better dealing with my ocd, but some things im curious about. i have a hard time making friends. i just always think of an excuse not to call or make plans with people. i dont have sa. in fact i really love talking to lots of people. not just that. i cant spend...
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    worst thing at school

    i had the worst time with my teacher. for my senior project (i am about to graduate college), i had to do a painting, and show it to a faculty member for critique. she told me "ive got to be honest and aggresive. i know youve got ocd, and maybe thats the problem, but your work is just not...
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    it will never be clean

    when i see a bug, i freak out. how did it get in? what does it want? where is it going? it freaks me out because i fee violated and confused. "i though i cleaned everything; there are no crumbs to eat, what is it doing here?" i fear my house wil never be clean enough. my ocd has actually...
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    some people were asking if marijuana helps.

    this is an article pertaining to a study about dronabinol (commercially made THC (the ingredient in pot that gets the smoker high)) http://ajp.psychiatryonline.org/cgi/content/full/165/4/536
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    so is it ocd or something else? i hate this girl.

    ok, lets get out the diagnostic caps and get to work! lol, no seriously, i know this girl and am not sure if it's ocd or something else. my best friend is now dating this girl so we are forced to hang out in a group and so ive gotten to know her a bit. she tells me she has major depression...
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    cats and ocd

    does having a pet help your ocd? make it worse? i just got a cat and im not adjusting as well as i thought.
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    The Benefits of Dating a Person with OCD

    :lol: this is suppossed to be funny, so take it with a grain of salt and feel free to add more. i wrote it because i thought it'd be nice to focus on the "postives" of ocd. 1. The house will be spotless 2. Your desk and sock drawer will be organized 3. He/she'll never cheat on you (too much...
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    does ocd make you more creative?

    i am writting a reaearch paper on this topic of OCD and creativity. any advice?
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