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SCP-087-1

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At my university class there is only one person I talk to. Recently they have told me that other people in my class, people that have never spoken to me before, have been talking sh*t about me. They don't even know me.
 
anomicdeer

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SCP-087-1 said:
At my university class there is only one person I talk to. Recently they have told me that other people in my class, people that have never spoken to me before, have been talking sh*t about me. They don't even know me.
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Damn that's messed up. Thats the kind of crap people would do ( and have done) to me...
 
Ithior

Ithior

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Alright, spent the weekend converting my notes of one class to powerpoint slides (forces me to write as little as possible) and managed to get it up to date with the classes as well.
I already have two other subjects up to date. Only one that isn't will be taken care of this week (Tuesday, Thursday and next weekend). Then I'll just keep those slides updated and try to present them as if I were teaching the class, because apparently the fastest way to learn something is by explaining it out loud. The powerpoint slides will be there to guide me and correct me.
 
BlueDays

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onehandclapping

onehandclapping

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11 Secrets Supermarkets Don?t Want You to Know | Lifehacker UK

11. The supermarket trolley has never been cleaned, ever
The supermarket trolley has almost certainly never, ever been cleaned, and boy does it show up on a microscope. E-coli is found on 50 percent of all shopping trollies, and fecal matter on 72 per cent of all trolleys (because kids stick their hands everywhere and aren’t always freshly washed. Mmmm… e-coli and poop. Put your veggies in a plastic bag before putting them in the trolley. And wash your food when you get home.
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they never clean them? ever!? I have been saving on bags and sticking stuff straight in the trolley..
 
MollyBeGood

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I am officially a night owl. It makes sense really. The day is full of people being busy and doing their 9-5 slave world. Nighttime is dark and quiet and peaceful. No phones ringing or traffic or people bugging me.

I am watching the new M. Night Shamamalamama movie haha. It has two kids as the main characters. It occurs to me recentl why kids in movies seem so adult and wise, it is because the script is written by adults. Kids don't talk the way adults think they do, or act the way they think they do. Our entire entertainment industry is scripts written by adults so whenever you see a kid in a movie, what they say and do is formulated by a full grown adult. Imagine the opposite, what if children wrote parts for adults, how accurate do you think they would be in their portrayals?

This is our world. False portrayals all around.
 
anomicdeer

anomicdeer

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Man I need an adapter with a piece to go to my netbook, since I can't afford a laptop right now. I just log in on here (the way the windows is now sucks for logging in) and it was on my mothers account and I see pictures of my ex and his gf on my mothers photos... like really? Even if they are both emailing each other pictures, why would she save them on the computer? Thats one thing I don't understand about her. Like wtf. I understand if it was just a picture of him but even then I don't understand...
 
nodejesque

nodejesque

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Just interacting with my boss. God, blue.. If you only knew. I had to take my break and come sit in a stall in the restroom, I just want to hit something so bad... This is not who I am. This job is beating me down. It's can handle *******s, rudeness, and ignorant people who attack me... But when I see them being complete a.ssholes to the people who we are supposed to help... Thatshit infuriates me! She's the worst possible human being. I'm filled with so much anger right now... I can't recall the last time I felt this way. Not to this extreme.


It's mostly because I feel so useless. I've done everything I could do. Complained, went to the board, confronted her, wrote to the funders... Everything. But she is a sociopath to the core, a master manipulator. I hate that she has such power here. And I can't walk away. I feel guilty that she is mishandling public funds this way, and treating people like shit when our job is to help! I've never wished anything bad.... But I hope she just stumbled on a bunch of money and decided to move to her own ****ing island.
 
BlueDays

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nodejesque said:
Just interacting with my boss. God, blue.. If you only knew. I had to take my break and come sit in a stall in the restroom, I just want to hit something so bad... This is not who I am. This job is beating me down. It's can handle *******s, rudeness, and ignorant people who attack me... But when I see them being complete a.ssholes to the people who we are supposed to help... Thatshit infuriates me! She's the worst possible human being. I'm filled with so much anger right now... I can't recall the last time I felt this way. Not to this extreme.


It's mostly because I feel so useless. I've done everything I could do. Complained, went to the board, confronted her, wrote to the funders... Everything. But she is a sociopath to the core, a master manipulator. I hate that she has such power here. And I can't walk away. I feel guilty that she is mishandling public funds this way, and treating people like shit when our job is to help! I've never wished anything bad.... But I hope she just stumbled on a bunch of money and decided to move to her own ****ing island.
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^ Yes it is very difficult to watch other people getting treated badly and not being able to do anything about it. :sad: Sorry you are having to go through this right now, node.

I have read articles about how to deal with bullies in the workplace and many times they suggest that if going to those higher up does not yield any results, that you should just leave (if possible) for your own sanity.

Leaving a former workplace of mine because of bullying by the owner of the business, honestly saved my life. Are you able to leave?
 
nodejesque

nodejesque

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My contract is up in June. There is no way I am staying past that.

My hair is shedding, I am having worse panic attacks than ever before, and I'm so depressed. I love what I do, but the workplace environment is so hostile.
 
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