I notice you!Maybe adding an avatar and a signature can be a good idea!And maybe I should take that advice myself too!
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I notice you!Maybe adding an avatar and a signature can be a good idea!And maybe I should take that advice myself too!
It's way too hot outside. The bugs are out in full force. Thankfully, it's supposed to rain the rest of the week.
MrJones
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Beatrice
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Oh if the transition from life to death
were only so easy
as to decide
that this
will be your last breath
to walk on the beach letting go of life's hand
to lie down and disintegrate into the sand
were only so easy
as to decide
that this
will be your last breath
to walk on the beach letting go of life's hand
to lie down and disintegrate into the sand
BlueDays
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If only it were that easy.:
: It is fortunate for my family that the average Jo is not allowed to own a gun in my country. Otherwise I would not still be here right now.:
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Deus_Ex_Lemur
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Jeeeez you two... so sad to hear such feelings... words seem to do no good; I get it. Become wrapped in moody death teflon, all bounces off when this way. But - I see so much good that can be, so little misery that seems so huge right now... I've been there, getting out of it isn't easy... but sometimes it is easier than think. I KNOW there's a day, I shall speak for me, where I will gladly take my misery for the days I am grateful I've lived and seen. It's hard to fight and cling to that attitude and make it set into your being. I still feel HUGE apathy, doubt - but - I figure death comes for us all. I am not going to make it happen, so why not attempt to live a little, get a few days of good while I speed closer to death. And I find I want more days of life. I don't know. Just relating my own feelings/experience with this, trust me I've been hardcore feeling deathy and more to a, quite bad point... but just keeping GOING; try before giving up, trust me in our 20s is not at all enough try.
Positive rubbish when life is something you hate, but all it takes is one moment to change to love. Maybe okay a little more... =)
Positive rubbish when life is something you hate, but all it takes is one moment to change to love. Maybe okay a little more... =)
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Agreed on both counts.
That's an irritating thing about words. It's so easy to hurt someone with words, even when hurting them is exactly what you don't want to do. At the same time, it's difficult and often impossible to help someone with words.
hoddesdon
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If only it were that easy.:
It is fortunate for my family that the average Jo is not allowed to own a gun in my country. Otherwise I would not still be here right now.:
Well, at least that is one thing that Mr Howard did right (political preferences coming out here).
Apotheosis
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In a world of addictions, peoples' wants, needs, and ambitions can be determined simply by knowing their choice of poison.
I think we should rework the naming system so that we can understand people better.
I'll be Acid, Shrooms and Weed, My dad is Mr. Meth (that's sir to you), my mom is Herr Heroin, and my brother can be Little X. There now you've met me, and who are you?
I think I'll call them by their real names now, 'cuz that's all they are anymore.
I think we should rework the naming system so that we can understand people better.
I'll be Acid, Shrooms and Weed, My dad is Mr. Meth (that's sir to you), my mom is Herr Heroin, and my brother can be Little X. There now you've met me, and who are you?
I think I'll call them by their real names now, 'cuz that's all they are anymore.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
It surprised me how messy I could get when I was really, really, depressed. I looked around one night with fresh eyes and couldn’t believe the conditions I was living in.
hoddesdon
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Life is Magic
What is this thing we call life?
Is it a nefarious creature that causes strife?
Are we going to lose those things most dear?
Should we cower and live in fear?
No
Life is magic that does grow
As we live in its majestic boughs
We learn that life is full of thrills
Its beauty even gives you chills
Life is a beautiful thing
Whether you see it from LA or Beijing
We all need to cherish life
So everybody let God play his fife
Which shows us that all life is good
And know that even if you are misunderstood
Even if your life seems tragic
Remember, remember that life is magic
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Beatrice
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Wait, were you serious? I mean, are these the drugs your family members do? If so, that's awful :/ well, obviously.....
coyote
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good thing i don't shop at Wal-mart....
Hostages Trapped Inside Walmart Insisting They Never Shop At Walmart
Hostages Trapped Inside Walmart Insisting They Never Shop At Walmart
coyote
Well-known member
trains are a very efficient form of mass transit....
Autistic Reporter: Train Thankfully Unharmed In Crash That Killed One Man
Autistic Reporter: Train Thankfully Unharmed In Crash That Killed One Man
KnuffleBunny
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I'm shocked. I'm trying on makeup for the first REAL time since high school (other than my eyeshadow in the Christmas pics last year) and am thinking it's FUN. Wth is wrong with me?
I don't know why my mind is full of anxiety and fear. My brain feels like a dead weight and my body is always drained of energy and I'm always tired. I slept for eight hours last night and I exercised today, but I didn't drink any water. I wish all water had the same ice cool, crisp clean taste, so it wouldn't be a problem drinking it all the time. I think I need a new water bottle, but I don't have the money to buy one right now.
Everything you need these days costs money and it's like we're constant out of money despite all of our hard labor in our jobs. It's like we live at our workplaces, so we never have a life outside our jobs. Maybe that's why I'm always drained, I never want to exercise, never hang out with friends, constantly failing in college and never doing anything I should be doing OR want to do because we don't have the money to do so. Even my father won't stop barking about money despite the fact he makes more than the whole family combine.
I think I'm anxious/stressed/depressed/tired of the life I'm living right now. I have problems reading books and anything in general all the way through because I can't seem to pay attention for more than 1 or 2 minutes. I need to change my diet and cut off the sugar, my brain can't take it. I get jittery and twist 24/7 whenever I eat more than a spoonful of sugar. But at the same time, I can't stop eating ice cream, teddy grahams or chocolate. I'm also riddled with shame/guilt when I don't do what I say I would do no matter how many times I tell myself I would.
I'm glad I exercised today, but now I'm tired and it hasn't been 30 minutes yet. I'm gonna have a healthy snack after I'm done writing this. I wonder if some of my friends are going through the same thing?
I love to draw. Drawing has always been my passion, and it breaks my heart that I rarely ever do it because I'm tired and/or lazy and my head is weighted down with all this crap. I keep trying to drink more than two glasses of water, but then I get waterlogged and I stopped trying after a couple of hours.
(**I'm sorry for being random like this. I also have a problem with keeping on topic when it comes to collecting my thoughts and thinking things through before speaking.)
Everything you need these days costs money and it's like we're constant out of money despite all of our hard labor in our jobs. It's like we live at our workplaces, so we never have a life outside our jobs. Maybe that's why I'm always drained, I never want to exercise, never hang out with friends, constantly failing in college and never doing anything I should be doing OR want to do because we don't have the money to do so. Even my father won't stop barking about money despite the fact he makes more than the whole family combine.
I think I'm anxious/stressed/depressed/tired of the life I'm living right now. I have problems reading books and anything in general all the way through because I can't seem to pay attention for more than 1 or 2 minutes. I need to change my diet and cut off the sugar, my brain can't take it. I get jittery and twist 24/7 whenever I eat more than a spoonful of sugar. But at the same time, I can't stop eating ice cream, teddy grahams or chocolate. I'm also riddled with shame/guilt when I don't do what I say I would do no matter how many times I tell myself I would.
I'm glad I exercised today, but now I'm tired and it hasn't been 30 minutes yet. I'm gonna have a healthy snack after I'm done writing this. I wonder if some of my friends are going through the same thing?
I love to draw. Drawing has always been my passion, and it breaks my heart that I rarely ever do it because I'm tired and/or lazy and my head is weighted down with all this crap. I keep trying to drink more than two glasses of water, but then I get waterlogged and I stopped trying after a couple of hours.
(**I'm sorry for being random like this. I also have a problem with keeping on topic when it comes to collecting my thoughts and thinking things through before speaking.
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