I feel that way whenever I see an attractive guy, especially when I see couples around my school or just public places in general. Couples make me feel the worst because all the relationships I've been in never worked out for me. Whenever I see couples, I can't help but wonder how people find the "right person" and how their relationship lasts so long. I only lasted a few weeks with my two boyfriends. I was too shy to make any moves on them and could barely talk whenever they asked questions to get to know me better, so they cheated on me. I don't really blame them for doing so to be honest...