I'm all over the place...
Anxious, paranoid, relieved, self-destructive, happy, chaotic, unsure...
Not all at the same time, just within the past five minutes.
definitely been better.. the relationship i'm in is collapsing and boyfriend is nowhere to be found. kinda sucks since he's been instrumental in helping me get back out into the world, but there's nothing i can do now.
i think i cried everything out though so now i'm just an empty shell it's gotten to the point where it's all just so ridiculously sad that all you can do is laugh at it.
I'm so ****ing depress right now... I'm starting to think my depression is getting worst and worst. Been stuck in the house for 2 weeks straight, i mean literally that ****s up ones mind. It reminds me of a story of fugitives being put in solitary. But in this case the jail cell are padded so no sounds can go in or out. The only sound is their voice. And in the end, when they finally got out, they were ****ed up in the head...
Still drowsy from the night before but feeling relaxed..
I went out to few clubs..and even the music was awfull!! I was enjoying people's company..
Hope you are all feeling ok today..