How are you feeling?
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EscapeArtist
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bad 
was supposed to meet a friend but an hour ago started to feel extremely nauseous. No way to contact him, damnit, I hope he doesn't wait around too long... SORRY
was supposed to meet a friend but an hour ago started to feel extremely nauseous. No way to contact him, damnit, I hope he doesn't wait around too long... SORRY
Iluv
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awful :
i had a panic atack almost 40 minuets ago and im stil shaknign and i cant stop crying
i dont want to live like this. i jsut dont. i hate my life and i hate myuself. im so qweak
yesterday night i decided will be the edn so mixed my meeds with a lot of aalocool btu i only end up drunk . its so pathetic, drinking alone, wanting to die and i canot even do that.- im such an awful person
and i dont care if i shouldnt werite this. iwant everyone to know thje patheti loser i am. here, writing to people who doesnt even know me how i tried to died an failed. how its imposbbile for me to stop crying and how i hate myself so much.
and it took me 10 minutse to writer this, which makes 50 minutes of criing and it dont seem to stop, so yeah,v geeat-
Aw Mr.Jones Don't Cry *hugs*!!
Everything will be okay I'm here if you need somebody to talk to. Your'e not pathetic and you're not a loser so don't think that. :
: !!!! Alcohol and medication won't fix your problems in fact it only makes it worse. A. It would really break my heart if anything happened to you, you're such a good person and shouldn't be feeling this way. Please if you feel suicidal go to the hospital or call a helpline. :: ! Nobody deserves to feel this way.
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Depressed and lonely, which, lately, is nothing new. And I'm at a point in my life where I should know what I want to with my life. But I still don't. ::
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Dark angel
Well-known member
Stressed!!!! Exam in two days and still a lot of material to cover!! uughh!!
this_portrait
Well-known member
Ditto, though I'm stressed for completely different reasons. Also feeling extremely overwhelmed.
KiaKaha
Banned
A little bit sad.
Thinking I might start a Journal here like so many others....mostly to vent, self indulge, complain.... and question every single thought I have.
where do I get off eh? what gives someone like *me* the audacity to attempt such a move...?
Screw it... I suppose its better than continually making inane threads...
Thinking I might start a Journal here like so many others....mostly to vent, self indulge, complain.... and question every single thought I have.
where do I get off eh? what gives someone like *me* the audacity to attempt such a move...?
Screw it... I suppose its better than continually making inane threads...
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MikeyC
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Jonesy, I'm so sorry. You are much better than you think, and if only we could make you see. Please do not kill yourself. :awful :
i had a panic atack almost 40 minuets ago and im stil shaknign and i cant stop crying
i dont want to live like this. i jsut dont. i hate my life and i hate myuself. im so qweak
yesterday night i decided will be the edn so mixed my meeds with a lot of aalocool btu i only end up drunk . its so pathetic, drinking alone, wanting to die and i canot even do that.- im such an awful person
and i dont care if i shouldnt werite this. iwant everyone to know thje patheti loser i am. here, writing to people who doesnt even know me how i tried to died an failed. how its imposbbile for me to stop crying and how i hate myself so much.
and it took me 10 minutse to writer this, which makes 50 minutes of criing and it dont seem to stop, so yeah,v geeat-
:Do you need to talk? Because I'm listening now. PM me whenever you need to. If I was in Spain I'd give you my phone number.
MikeyC
Well-known member
Yeah, I noticed that, too. Hugs for everyone.
Invisibleman
Well-known member
Why do I do this to myself. I hate myself for hating myself,I cant stop punishing myself and putting myself through so much pain. I want to give up,im so tired of making any progress just to have it erased in a day or 2. I dont know if il ever get better.
KiaKaha
Banned
After being unemployed for nearly a year and a half - I may have a job installing insulation in newly built houses (he said my slim build is necessary for getting in too small areas... I knew being a weed would pay off eventually) OR working in the hospital making deliveries around the city.
Or it might just all turn to crap.... I dont know yet.
Or it might just all turn to crap.... I dont know yet.
Everyone cuddle in.
I'll see your hug and raise you a hug from whatever the hell this is.
I have to go back to work Monday morning after being off since Wednesday. It was such a long layoff and I'm nervous. I also have to work Saturday during store hours. Eekkkk. Hopefully I'm still in training mode by then and don't have to be on the sales floor alone.