MsBuzzkillington
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and my group mate will fail because of me. Of course he didn't do anything, he just kept staring at me while I did the whole thing, so I can't be to blame, but my twisted mind makes me feel guilty all the same. It's one of my worst fears: being detrimental to a group.
This just makes me think I'll never be a competent individual and I can't take that.
Sorry for the rant, I know this is a support site, but I always feel bad opening up, I don't want to annoy people here.
I don't know when I'll get the results, but I'm guessing in about a month. I'll go nuts.
With all this stress and anxiety my OCD is back again.
I know that you said part of you knows that you can't be to blame because he didn't do anything, but I jut wanted to reiterate the fact that if things go badly it is NOT your fault that he gets a bad grade. It will be his fault for not doing anything. He was lazy and he didn't care how his actions affected the group and it caused you to have to do all the work. That was really unfair of him and I am sorry he did that. He was the one being detrimental to the group, not you. You have nothing to worry about. (easier said than done, I know)
I think the fact that you were able to complete the project on your own, even if it wasn't perfect, shows that you WILL be a competent individual. You did the entire thing on your own without any help, that shows A LOT. When we are learning how to do things, there are always going to be mistakes along the way. Even if it isn't perfect, it is one step closer to be being better at it.
You did great, try not to be so hard on yourself.