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Thesephotographs

Thesephotographs

Member
A little blah.
It coming towards the end of term at school so in one of my lesson they were having a 'party'. I thought the friends I usually sit with would be there but there weren't... people weren't sat down in their normal seats and were all stood up and talking and stuff so I felt really awkward and didn't know what to do. In the end I had to get out of there, so I made up an excuse to go across the road then never went back :?. It's now putting me off turning up for tomorrows 'lesson' (although we'll probably' not do anything!) so I'm just thinking of not going in... and it's the 'leavers day', guess I never felt like I fitted into that school properly anyway.
 
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xSleepy

Well-known member
I feel sad and very alone. I wanna get off the computer and do something... anything. but then id feel even more alone. At least on here i can chat to people.. or at least watch them chat... ha, thats lame :(


And ALSO!.. my stupid playlist is being a bitch. I put a song on there thats working... but when I play is on the playlist it WONT WORK!
and omg i thought i just saw someone walk past my door. no ones here but me. im just super paranoid and im trippin. it skuuured me :?

oh damn just found something else to bitch about.... lonely is spelt wrong on my avatar... damnit
 
GKJB

GKJB

Active member
I feel awful today...

I went to the O2 festival yesterday & was actually having a really good time, even got on a stage & played guitar hero in front of loads of people. Then as usual I started getting too drunk & letting myself go, dancing & clapping in front of my mate & his gf's mates, I wasn't doing anything different from anyone else, but I saw my mates gf laughing at me, dunno if its because I'm not the sort of person who ever does anything like that, but today I can;t stop thinking about it. I stacked over a bin in front of loads of people as well where I was so drunk. I always say to myself that I won't drink too much but I always do :oops:
 
summer

summer

Well-known member
Im feeling very anxious today. tomorrow i am going to the dr to tell him i have SA and feel like im suffering from depression. i have never told anyone before, im scared he wont take me seriously.
also, when i need to give future emloyers any medical history from the Dr do they need to find out about my SA or can i keep it from them?
 
Strong_Silent_One

Strong_Silent_One

Member
Though i feel rather fine right now(don't know why, actually), I've been feeling VERY angry all this damn weekend cause i am what i am and there doesn't seem to be any scape from being what i am, which will always make me fail in any important thing of life like job, love, friendship, social relations in general...
 
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scruffpot

Well-known member
im feeling ok to be honest, recovering from the weekend, eating cheese on toast. dreading tomorrow as im on a mission to get bday presents and i do not want to venture to town
 
bleach

bleach

Banned
I am a bit proud of myself. I could have avoided going out this weekend, I was feeling very intimidated by the thought, but I got the courage to go to two parties anyway. It was a bit nerve-racking, particularly when some jerk started making fun of me within 10 seconds of meeting. I managed to stick around and not retreat home like I usually do, and ultimately had a pretty good time. So that's something, I guess?
 
milo001

milo001

Well-known member
i feel empty most of the time.like now i have nothing to do and i felt bored.yesterday i felt kinda angry and sad at the same times.i'm always scared at night.
 
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Nack

Banned
I feel like im not going anywhere, i thought the life after highschool was a big thing, you know like everyone imagine. Some of my classmates are traveling everywhere, and im just here on the computer typing of how i feel. I feel like a loser and i know i am. I can't take this anymore, i want to change but how do i change when i dont know were to start. Im an 19 year old college student, who doesnt even have his first job yet. I envy you people that are able to fight past your fears and find a job. I envy you i say! What am i going to do after college you say? I dont really know, im too scared of the real world, Im scared that i might not be able to make it. I feel inferior to everyone else. Im always confuse and second guessing myself. What i want is to explore to learn many things, travel and have confidence, and some day find a woman and have children. But the more i think about this the more it becomes a fantasy than a goal. How the hell am i suppose to reach that goal when i cant even fight for myself. I dont have the money to help myself. I hear people say that the way to beat SP is to eat right and do all that crap. But, I mean the the hell am i suppose to eat right when i cant even money to buy the ingredients. For the love of god i eat rice with meat every ****ing day. I dont know what the hell i shoudl do next. I feel even more anxious now that the economy is failing and people losing their jobs. How the hell am i suppose to find a job when people with more experience than me are out there doing the best trying to find a job. How the hell am I suppose to compepte with that. Hopefullly, no one will complain that i didnt do paragrahs, this was my intention.
 
IceLad

IceLad

Well-known member
Currently in mild discomfort having had a minor operation to remove a lump from my neck this afternoon. ::(:
 
LoneWolf09

LoneWolf09

Member
I feel slightly anxious. I just want to talk with a new friend and discuss some things that have been going on recently.
 
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