Embalmed..
I couldn't get to this site at all for the past 24 hours.
It's like the domain name could not be found.
I couldn't get to this site at all for the past 24 hours.
It's like the domain name could not be found.
I feel so sad about all the sh*t going on in Iraq (not to mention all of the horrible things happening in the middle east and Africa- basically everywhere.) Why do people do this to each other, and how can they stomach it? I can't stand to see people suffer. It literally causes me pain. How can I and those killers be the same breed? How can some be so good and some be so evil? Beheading children? Makes me so sick and broken hearted.
I feel so sad about all the sh*t going on in Iraq (not to mention all of the horrible things happening in the middle east and Africa- basically everywhere.) Why do people do this to each other, and how can they stomach it? I can't stand to see people suffer. It literally causes me pain. How can I and those killers be the same breed? How can some be so good and some be so evil? Beheading children? Makes me so sick and broken hearted.
I feel so sad about all the sh*t going on in Iraq (not to mention all of the horrible things happening in the middle east and Africa- basically everywhere.) Why do people do this to each other, and how can they stomach it? I can't stand to see people suffer. It literally causes me pain. How can I and those killers be the same breed? How can some be so good and some be so evil? Beheading children? Makes me so sick and broken hearted.
^ I know it makes me so sad too. :sad: I guess some are psychopaths and the others are successfully brainwashed by the few psychopaths. :idontknow:I feel so sad about all the sh*t going on in Iraq (not to mention all of the horrible things happening in the middle east and Africa- basically everywhere.) Why do people do this to each other, and how can they stomach it? I can't stand to see people suffer. It literally causes me pain. How can I and those killers be the same breed? How can some be so good and some be so evil? Beheading children? Makes me so sick and broken hearted.
On Friday, I had to give an off the cuff talk to 25 members of the public. I only found out on Wednesday afternoon that I might be required to talk, I had agreed to go to the meeting, just to assist. Then eat lunch with them. My anxiety was bad, hopefully not too obvious.
On Saturday I took photos of flowers. My thoughts would not shut up, mostly about fears about work.
I'm not sleeping well, my thoughts keep me awake, they never leave me.
Today I got rid of three bags of old clothes, books and unused shopping bags into a welfare bin. Then I took some cardboard boxes to the tip.
I keep telling myself, step by small step, I deserve better.
Well done on the talk! Public speaking is such a common fear that almost everyone has empathy for a nervous speaker. When I'm working, I have the same problem with insistent thoughts, I haven't solved that one yet