I have spent major o part of my battling OCD and Depression. Now, as I feel I am getting way too older, I need a major life change. I made some friends online, but the thing with online friendship is that they don't feel real like having someone besides you and telling you things and supporting you. So, sometimes I feel I am just deluding myself, if they will soon go away, they will soon be fed up with me. Making friends is always difficult for me. The few I have , are also moving to other places. And I know it will be difficult for me to spend life without friends. What I need right now, is to step out of my comfort zone, take chances.
But the thing is I don't know what exactly do to. Its easy to say all goody things and inspirational stuff but to take concrete steps is difficult because I have no idea what those steps are.
*This makes me feel, I am so repetitive and prone to ramble.