Ever wake up with a pit in your stomach because you can't stop thinking about all the good stuff that other people have but you don't have?
It's not even like you are trying to think about these things but your brain won't stop.
Ever lost two days sleep coz yer thinkin' aboot stuff ye should've done or said but didnae huv tha nerve tae speak up or step up? That's whit ah've bin daein since Tuesday.
Actually I care about sleep more than anything else....lol
I didn't realise I was stressed until the crying and self mutilation started. I have just two months until redundancy and I guess that's what's stressing me out. I don't usually stress over things until the last minute. I think I'll keel over before the time comes at this rate.