At the moment I feel kind of sad and a bit depressed. I wish things were different in my life, I wish I could have a better attitude towards life and not to break down so easily, but it's so difficult sometimes... dealing with social phobia, scruples, anxiety, with not being able to detach myself from a person, with a horrible feeling of emptiness inside and a feeling of abandonment and helplesness.
I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, and I try to stick to my faith against all the odds, but you know, I'm weak and it's hard for me to cope with all these feelings... just wishing to unburden myself with you, thanks for reading