4:15am - wake up
4:25am - get up, make breakfast
5:20am - go to work
2:45pm - get home;
- feed cat
- chill out, wind down with maybe a beer & food, check what's happening in hotmail & favorite websites
- clean up apartment
- feel fearful, anxious, but won't know why; have some tea or something and plan out art projects I'll never get around to to distract my mind
- feed self, check what's happening in hotmail & favorite websites
- wash dishes & do some minor miscellany
6 or 7:00pm - have beer, a couple shots or drinks while watching recently downloaded tv shows (no cable)
9:30pm - play Big Fish mystery games I'm inexplicably hooked on, or other games I've been noodling away at for years trying to complete
10:00pm (+/-) - go to bed, push worries & stress-outs out of my head with fantasies of a better me in a better life
4:15am - (wash, rinse, repeat)
Days off - same as above minus work obviously; head out for groceries, sometimes take a walk downtown to observe all the other lonely people.
Once every 1-3 months I'll go out to a gig.
For some reason, most of the time it doesn't feel like I'm on a treadmill...