I have come to realize I make a crap boyfriend...but a superb friend.
When I am a boyfriend, I am selfish, neglectful, unappreciative and lazy.
As a friend though I am supportive, vehemently loyal, caring, understanding, non judging, tolerant and helpful.
I think this is because I have issues with intimacy and commitment. I worry too much that I am making the wrong decision. I cant settle down... to be honest, I have only met one girl that I have actually really been into.
I still desire intimacy though. Perhaps I just need to find someone like me.