How are you feeling?

Srijita52

Srijita52

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I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help. And I'm done with any of my problems and emotions not being taken seriously. Whenever I try to open up I'm either ignored or told to get over it. Oh well I guess I've to fight my own battles. :)
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Srijita52 said:
I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help. And I'm done with any of my problems and emotions not being taken seriously. Whenever I try to open up I'm either ignored or told to get over it. Oh well I guess I've to fight my own battles. :)
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Aye, ah know how ye feel, Srijita. Ah could've wrote yer post word for word. Because ah've been feelin' the same way, lately. Well, no just feelin' but gettin' the same reaction when ah try openin' up aboot ma emotions or problems. And no being taken seriously - story o' ma life, since am the youngest sibling in ma family. So yer not alone there, darlin'... Feel better soon. :thumbup:
 
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laure15

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Srijita52 said:
I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help. And I'm done with any of my problems and emotions not being taken seriously. Whenever I try to open up I'm either ignored or told to get over it. Oh well I guess I've to fight my own battles. :)
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There's always forums like this on the internet. We're here to listen if you need anything. :)
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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^Thank you, yeah I don't know what I'd do if had no place to let them out. It always feels great to know others are listening.
Graeme1988 said:
Aye, ah know how ye feel, Srijita. Ah could've wrote yer post word for word. Because ah've been feelin' the same way, lately. Well, no just feelin' but gettin' the same reaction when ah try openin' up aboot ma emotions or problems. And no being taken seriously - story o' ma life, since am the youngest sibling in ma family. So yer not alone there, darlin'... Feel better soon. :thumbup:
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Thanks Graeme, it really sucks when people don't seem to really pay much attention to what we say or feel. But these emotions or issues are important to us and they're vaild. I hope you feel better soon too.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Srijita52 said:
I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help. And I'm done with any of my problems and emotions not being taken seriously. Whenever I try to open up I'm either ignored or told to get over it. Oh well I guess I've to fight my own battles. :)
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You are never alone here, Srijita. I am one of many willing to listen to you. I am just words on a screen to you, but I will still listen to you. :)

ronraltz said:
I have actually been feeling really good these days! Been smiling a lot lately.
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That's awesome! :perfect:
 
neardeath

neardeath

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ronraltz said:
I have actually been feeling really good these days! Been smiling a lot lately.
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Welcome, ronraltz! Good news!

:)

I am so relieved tonight. My AC is finally here and it will help me so much with anxiety/panic due to the hot weather. Also, due to something unexpected, I won't be making payments on it. It's a done deal!
 
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ronraltz

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EscapeArtist said:
That's great! Spread the smiles :) The world needs it. Do you know why?
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It's a combination of factors, I've been having good quality with my work input at my job and salary was good/a lot when it came yesterday. I also made a friend at work, and I've been donating often lately, which I read somewhere causes happiness and it really does. Plus I can afford to ride taxis more often as opposed to using the bus, which is great.
 
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Nanita

Nanita

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MikeyC said:
I am lonely.

This breakdown of the relationship with Fiona has made me yearn for more like that, but I can't. I believe I'm ready for a relationship with a nice girl, as I have lots of love to give, but it takes more than that to be a good partner, and I struggle to feel that I have all those qualities.

It's a terrible feeling, loneliness. I want to be heard. I want to be loved and accepted. I feel none of these things are happening. I feel used. I feel discarded.

Oh, maybe some ice cream will fix this.
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Mikey you are an extraordinarily wonderful person (that is obvious) and I´m not worried about you finding love / meeting a person who is just right for you.

I´ve been in several relationships but for the time being I have given up on the whole concept. I believe in love and I´m sure I will experience more relationships... Right now I just can´t take any more of all that.

Oh and yes ice cream is almost like love.



dottie said:
mentally unstable
the slightest things set me off into a batsh!t spiral
in the moment of my raging-delusion i see it as others' fault that i am going over the edge
(despite the fact it is my own problem-overreaction)
so i desperately grasp at their shirt and drag them down the fall with me

the next day i am embarrassed.

i want too much control... so i have none
the abandon i experience is brought on by myself
who wants to be around this?
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You seem to have insight in yourself and your own issues... Which is useful. But yes, getting out of one´s own mind can be a good idea also.



Srijita52 said:
I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help.
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I´m sorry u feel this way. I can relate though.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ah don't know... just this empty, f**ked shell o' ma former self. :crying
When's the last time you were genuniely happy, eh? That what ah've been askin' masel', lately. :sad:

Y'know yer depressed as f**k when yer lookin' up the dictionary definition o' "happiness" - that's joke, obviously. But it gives some insight intae ma current emotionally state, ah think? Humour is basically ma way of copin' an' maskin' ma problems, and resentments towards ma family. That, and ah cannae afford heroine, which would dae the same thing, really... Ah think ah've internalise too much emotional shite over the years, it's become harder tae talk aboot. And the fact ah get big laughs for merely speakin' ma mind... makes me wonder: "What's the f**kin' point?!" Ah love being seen as f**kin' family comedian - long may it continue, eh? :kickingmyself:

If life's a joke, then death must be punchline! God's got a f**kin' great sense o' humour doesn't he, eh? A right effin' laugh! Sorry... :eek:mg:
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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Srijita52 said:
I'm feeling alone, like I'm really alone with everything. No one's there to listen to me, to encourage, help. And I'm done with any of my problems and emotions not being taken seriously. Whenever I try to open up I'm either ignored or told to get over it. Oh well I guess I've to fight my own battles. :)
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^ Mikey pretty much said it, but I'll repeat it again. I know it sucks feeling lonely, but I can assure you that you are never alone here. Whenever you need to vent, we're here to listen. I hope you feel better soon, Srijita!

ronraltz said:
I have actually been feeling really good these days! Been smiling a lot lately.
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^ That's awesome to hear! Welcome to the site, btw. :thumbup:


I'm feeling pretty tired this morning, didn't get a lot of sleep last night since friends came over to crash. No big deal though, it was nice.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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Graeme1988 said:
Ah don't know... just this empty, f**ked shell o' ma former self. :crying
When's the last time you were genuniely happy, eh? That what ah've been askin' masel', lately. :sad:

Y'know yer depressed as f**k when yer lookin' up the dictionary definition o' "happiness" - that's joke, obviously. But it gives some insight intae ma current emotionally state, ah think? Humour is basically ma way of copin' an' maskin' ma problems, and resentments towards ma family. That, and ah cannae afford heroine, which would dae the same thing, really... Ah think ah've internalise too much emotional shite over the years, it's become harder tae talk aboot. And the fact ah get big laughs for merely speakin' ma mind... makes me wonder: "What's the f**kin' point?!" Ah love being seen as f**kin' family comedian - long may it continue, eh? :kickingmyself:

If life's a joke, then death must be punchline! God's got a f**kin' great sense o' humour doesn't he, eh? A right effin' laugh! Sorry... :eek:mg:
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I'm really sorry Graeme, if you want to talk you can PM me anytime.
 
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jaim38

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https://www.nytimes.com/2011/11/10/...share&goback=.gde_68785_member_253843539&_r=0

I admire what the girl did for her family but I’m sorry to say this doesn’t inspire me at all.

When I had to attend classes on campus, I was bullied and hated by almost the entire class. I’m not talking about just 1 class of people hating/harassing me, I’m talking about multiple classes and in different universities. My poor social skills and lack of good body language are partly to blame, but I don’t deserve the bullying that follows. Never did I initiate a fight or try to intentionally hurt someone.

Here are some things I did to try to give me comfort. I did count-downs, and whenever it’s finals time, I get excited because I know I won’t have to go to school anymore. Everytime before class, I spent lots of effort trying to prepare for class. I watch anime and listening to uplifting anime songs in hopes that they can provide me with the energy to go to class. I spent 30 min - 1 hour preparing for class, and that doesn’t even include walking to class.

In class, I always wish I was invisible that if I somehow remain quiet and mute, nobody will care about me. But somehow I get all the attention in the world. So I started coming in late because sitting there and having people point and talk about you almost everyday is NOT pleasant at all.

Anyways, the point is I’m tired of people comparing my situation to another person’s situation in the third world like I’m supposed to feel ashamed of myself for even complaining about being bullied, like I’m supposed to just “suck it up” and be happy for having an education. I am grateful for having access to education but this doesn’t justify the bullying I’ve endured. Being bullied at home was already hard enough and then I have to go to school and face these horrid people.

I must be cursed to have suffered bullying in almost every school I went to, like some ghouls are out there to get me. If I can talk to these ghouls I would ask them if they have a heart.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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Nervous nervous nervous!! I've to be in somekind of a group setting tomorrow with a bunch of really loud and outgoing people. And while I'm trying to calm myself by telling that it won't be that big of a deal, I can't help thinking how awkward I might seem or how I'll make a fool of myself. I don't want to avoid it either but meh this anxiety is going to keep me awake tonight.
 
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