BlueDays
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Yes it's turning into another migraine. I am stressing out about my future, kind of the way you were a little while ago. Did you find out a way to stop stressing out about your future?
How are you feeling?
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Yes it's turning into another migraine. I am stressing out about my future, kind of the way you were a little while ago. Did you find out a way to stop stressing out about your future?
MikeyC
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I'm sorry. :
: Anything in particular stressing you out?
Opaline
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Well... I've sort of kept distracted for a while, so that's good I guess. I'm always worried about it but I find ways to stop thinking about it so much. Until I start thinking about it again
BlueDays
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I'm sorry. :
Whether I have the ability to get through a Uni course I want to start next year.
Self esteem holding me back from reaching forward etc.
h:Is your cold improving?
Opaline
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Whether I have the ability to get through a Uni course I want to start next year.
Self esteem holding me back from reaching forward etc.
I think you should go for it, Blue. If you don't I understand, but it'd be great to hear you were doing that, especially if it's something you're excited about.
BlueDays
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Thanks Opal.
Like you I want to be able to get a decent job with decent pay etc.
MikeyC
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Ooh, I share the same fear! I want to start uni next year, too, but I need to really consider it. I hope you get to do it! You might thrive.Whether I have the ability to get through a Uni course I want to start next year.
Self esteem holding me back from reaching forward etc.
It is a little bit, yeah.
BlueDays
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Ooh, I share the same fear! I want to start uni next year, too, but I need to really consider it. I hope you get to do it! You might thrive.
You are planning Uni next year too!?
Yeah, it takes a lot to consider and think over huh? Are you scared of the anxiety/depression making you fail? I am :blushing:I hope you can get into what you want to do anyway Mikey.
MikeyC
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I'm less worried about the failing, but more worried about how much of a life-changer it's going to be, and if I'm going to be able to handle it all (workload, assignments).You are planning Uni next year too!?
I hope you can get into what you want to do anyway Mikey.
I want to do psychology. What will you be studying?
BlueDays
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Bachelor of Human Services.....wide range of jobs you can apply for with that apparently.
I think you would make an excellent Psychologist Mikey!:thumbup:
MikeyC
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That sounds cool! I hope you get to do it, and get into a job you're going to love.Bachelor of Human Services.....ide range of jobs you can apply for with that apparently.
I think you would make an excellent Psychologist Mikey!:thumbup:
Thank you. Even my psychologist said that. :thumbup:
hidwell
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Whether I have the ability to get through a Uni course I want to start next year.
Self esteem holding me back from reaching forward etc.
Is your cold improving?
I couldn't even manage to finish year 12 through distant education because of the workload and stress, so I know it is a big decision. The best of British to you Blue.
BlueDays
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Thank you hidwell.
Could you go back and finish your year 12 sometime in the future? I did that back in the 1990's. I actually did better then I would have because I was older.
hidwell
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Thank you hidwell.
Could you go back and finish your year 12 sometime in the future? I did that back in the 1990's. I actually did better then I would have because I was older.
That was in 2003 so I wasn't young at the time, I just don't have the motivation or the inclination to put myself outside of my comfort zone for prolonged periods of time when I have no confidence in my ability to manage stress and anxiety.
LoyalXenite
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Why do you have to do their cleaning?
I gave up doing other people's cleaning a long time ago. The resentment is not worth anything I found.
Sorry your feeling unwanted and lonely LoyalXenite ((Hugs))
I have a another headache, getting really sick of them now :sad: Maybe I need to invest the time into reading about meditation after all.
Its my own mess that im cleaning mostly, but the house was a mess and there was no food in the house so i have no choice but to shop and clean. I still have a fair bit to do, including cleaning the study where they will sleep because we flooded recently and there is a mold problem. so i have to scrub the mold away.
BlueDays
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Oh ok. Yes mold is no good.
I am continually having to clean it off the bathroom ceiling. Old houses are notorious for it. I only got my laundry flooded so it was not so bad here.
theslowesthand
Banned
Feeling attacked from within and without. Possibly more within than without. The "without" being extreme, ongoing environmental noises - the perfect form of torture for me, as my "system" cannot allow a physical escape. Also insects & rodents - i am "not keeping up" with chores at moment, so they get the better of me. And the "within" is my worsening depression; am basically in depression now.
So the question is, what am i going to do about it?. Good question, and i don't as yet yet have a clear answer. But i have been trying my best to "start afresh" with my life. However it does seem an impossible task - i think i'm screwed for life really. I don't think it is possible now, to "restart" my life. I will keep struggling on each day for now, just try to survive it, but the days are getting harder & grimmer. At this rate (& in this state) i think it's only a matter of time now before i start seriously considering "extreme action".
Just read a Reader's Digest story in the bog half hour ago, about divers stranded at sea, who manged to make it to an island. At one point they were confronted by a Komodo Dragon. Apparently if you get bitten by one of them, then if they didn't manage to kill you with the attack, the bacteria in their saliva would, about 4 hours later. That to me is kind of a "fantasy" way to leave this world - way out of civilization, amidst pure, wild nature, dying a "natural" death. Another good way is being stung by a manta ray, like Steve Irwine. I'm finding thinking about all this stuff in fact quite "inspiring", it's making me feel more hopeful that i am NOT stuck eternally in this hell-hole of a life. I might now google about all the deadly animals (& insects) out there. Something to do...
So the question is, what am i going to do about it?. Good question, and i don't as yet yet have a clear answer. But i have been trying my best to "start afresh" with my life. However it does seem an impossible task - i think i'm screwed for life really. I don't think it is possible now, to "restart" my life. I will keep struggling on each day for now, just try to survive it, but the days are getting harder & grimmer. At this rate (& in this state) i think it's only a matter of time now before i start seriously considering "extreme action".
Just read a Reader's Digest story in the bog half hour ago, about divers stranded at sea, who manged to make it to an island. At one point they were confronted by a Komodo Dragon. Apparently if you get bitten by one of them, then if they didn't manage to kill you with the attack, the bacteria in their saliva would, about 4 hours later. That to me is kind of a "fantasy" way to leave this world - way out of civilization, amidst pure, wild nature, dying a "natural" death. Another good way is being stung by a manta ray, like Steve Irwine. I'm finding thinking about all this stuff in fact quite "inspiring", it's making me feel more hopeful that i am NOT stuck eternally in this hell-hole of a life. I might now google about all the deadly animals (& insects) out there. Something to do...
this_portrait
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Tired and kinda useless.
I had this awful problem with mould, got one of these, they work wonders!
De'Longhi DEM10 Compact - Dehumidifier
Srijita52
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What's wrong?