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    Happy

    Hi everyone. This is one of the poem I like and I can relate so much now, I found it online. I thought it was amazing. Expressing all the feelings I am feeling right now. It is so hard for me to write it my self. I felt happy reading this poem, I don't know why! I am not Happy. Scared by...
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    Having hard time Multitasking

    Hey guys I am just wondering how are you guys able to multitask. I am finding it hard to do more than one task at a time. For example at work I cant engage in a conversation (casually or small talks) or receive instructions from someone while doing something else that's work related such...
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    Forlorn

    I don't know where to find help. Sorry for starting a useless thread. This is the only place where I can put my self out. Every one would know me as a quiet boy,man. what they don't realize is that I am suffering and dieing inside. I am so quiet that I am drowning inside a deep dark whole where...
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    Feeling sooo down

    I've been feeling really down lately.. I didnt want to admit it to my self.. I tried to distract my self from being down...but Its not doing any good. I just Got a job recently and I am being trained now, But the thing is I cant concentrate on anything.. My brain is feeeling soo numb that I am...
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    Love Stinkss!!!!!

    this one is just for a laugh and also he expressed very well all of how I feel... Gotta love this guy! always puts a smile on my face :D Adam Sandler - Love Stinks HD - YouTube
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    My only world

    I just want to admit that I don't feel belong anywhere nor do I fit in or connect with the real world. I feel so invisible and non existen::(:t. Social phobia world is the only place I think about even when I'm out there in the real world. No one matters to me. This is the only place I come to...
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    working out and alchohhal

    hey guys just wondering if i cud get any advice.. I've been at the gym for the past 8 months and I was on a great shape.. and i felt very energetic. Every work out equipment was so easy for me to use. But recently i had alot of parties to go to, so I had to drink just to have fun ( thats the...
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    Difficulty in understanding, and remebering

    I am having problems remebering and recovering things that happend in the past ..even things that happend like a week ago. When I have a conversation with some one, its so hard to understand what they are saying i can hear them, but mentally its so hard to understand and keep up with the subject...
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    So its close to Christmas

    So..its close to Christmas..are you guys allready in the spirit yet? Doing anything special? attending parties or visiting relatives and friends?.. buying gifts? personally I am not in the spirit yet, this year feels like so empty. I dont have any one to buy gifts for and nobody is going to buy...
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    Lost and confused soul

    I just wanted to get this out of my chest, I thought this anxiety of mine will go away with time but it hasnt left me. In fact it got worse to the point I dont even enjoy things anymore. my life is completly shut down because of this. I dont know wat to do anymore, i dont know where to go or...
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    anyone from Toronto, Ontario?

    Hi there, Im a social anxiety sufferer since the age of 6, after my father passed away. Im trying to make changes of the way that I perceive things in the world. But its too impossible. I want to talk to some one who is also suffering from social anxiety, maybe we can meet and take steps to over...
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    Eminem fans?

    Hey friends.. If you like eminem's songs .. which one is your favourite songs by him?..I am a die hard fan of eminem. Every one of his songs i listen to makes me feel like he's talking to me and about me..he's soo great..maybe because he's dealing with alot of problems him...
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    stupid and so careless of me

    I just have to write this down cuz this way i feel better. Well.. I work for a cleaning contract company and I clean banks. 9 banks. yesterday I lost the set of keys.. wen I finished working.. but I just cant remeber how i lost it.. where i lost it. All I knew is I locked the last bank's door...
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    blood tears from virgin mary

    is it really true? that blood oozes from the eyes of virgin mary statue.. i just read some stories about it on the internet.. there are some places where the virgin mary statue sheded tears of blood.. what do u guys think of it .. and what's the message? lol i know this is so random.
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    feeling so alone and imcomlete

    I dont know what to do anymore.. I cant get anything done..everything is left incomplete in life. Im just waiting to die.
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